Glass Girl ~ Melix → Book 1

Devil May Cry [CH12]

                   ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Felix~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 Why did I let myself do it?

 I wanted to be strong, I wanted to be brave, and win this little fight - but I failed miserably. I guess I just don't have control anymore. I didn't come here for this, I came here just to kick Lauren out of my life. How I just couldn't stay away? It shouldn't be that hard. I underestimate her power. As we were done, I just simply forgot the reason, why I'm here. I forgot simply the main reason, I came here. For some reason, I even can't remember anything from the last night. In fact, I don't even want to know about it. But still, I didn't felt any headache, so I guess I haven't drink anything.

 As I somehow realized, that I was in bed, instead of a sofa. I still had my eyes closed, trying to somehow open them. Dead slowly, I began to unveil my eyes. Thank god, I didn't notice Lauren any near by. I had conquered the whole bed to myself. I hung my head against my neck, so I could see around. And then, I could see my naked body. God dammit. So, I guess it went like..it. The regret was already drowning my mind, as I slowly started to search for my clothing. I threw my legs over the edge, leaning towards to pick up my clothing. I lifted my hand, starting to rub my eyes. I groaned, as I drop my hand back to the my side. Overall, I began to slowly weare my clothing back.

 I swear, that as I exit this room, she's already waiting for me, and makes me do something strange again. The only thing I had to do now, was the run away from here, as quickly as possible. If I can't get away from her in a good way, let's go then with the bad way. But then, if I've for some reason fell for her, I must love her? NO! I thought that I loved Lauren, but now, I love Marzia, and always will. Of course it's going to be hard to find her back to me, but what they usually say, fight for your love. But then, Marzia left me for a good reason - I hit her, and cheated. Marzia deserves much better.

 As I started to slowly shed my tears, remembering the horrible moment, when I hit her, and crushed her - inside and out. There's got to be some way, so I can witness that she's all I got, and all I've even needed. I quickly patted my knees, standing up. 'You're NOT going to fail this one, Felix!' I slap myself mentally, heading to the door. When I arrived, I quickly rumbled out. I called for Edgar and Maya, so I could just leave. I didn't care that if Lauren would hear it.

''Felix, what are you trying to do?'' I heard an evil woman voice, right behind me. I didn't bother to turn, so I just simply waited for my dogs to come. As I noticed that my shoes were right opposite me, I began to slide my legs in.

''Don't leave. Stay with me, right here.'' She began to crave, touching my shoulders. Her sharp fingernails were scratching my skin. I squeak quietly, turning around.

''Let me go, you witch!'' I sweared, taking few steps back. She frowned, looking sarcastically back. She let out short wheeze, rolling her eyes around. Then I already heard Edgar and Maya slumbered to me, looking really hungry. God, I forgot the feed them! I crouched down, starting so set a leash on both of them.

''What did you called me?'' She pardon, sounding a little bit confused. I snort, rolling my eyes.

''A witch. Do you want me to recall it again?'' I said, shooting a look at her. Then I stood up, holding the flexes, where Edgar and Maya are connected.

''I really thought that I'd love you. But after Mar..She left me, I realize that you're just nobody in my life.''

''So, I decided to stay away from you. I'm not coming here anymore, and you're not coming to my house. Either way, I've to get you a restraining order.'' I finished, and began to take steps to the door. I was already opening the door, but then;