Glass Girl ~ Melix → Book 1

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Melix fluff warning ~•~ I recommend thinking emotionally while reading!

~~~~~~~~~~Felix~~~~~~~~~~

"I..I'm sorry.." I whispered, raising my hands to prove that I wasn't going to hurt her.

"It's not enough, Felix!" Marzia huffed, covering her almost bare chest.

"I didn't mean to hurt or make you anxious!" I point out, with a relaxing voice. Or at least I tried.

"But you managed to do that!"

I felt so incredibly stupid. Of course I had to make her uncomfortable, while I was ripping of her cloths. I sure looked like a needy shit, not caring about the main reason - Her.

Inhaling, I looked down to my feet. I couldn't say anything. I'm way too embarrassed for that. Now I had to think every word I say.

"What can I do then? I never wanted you to get angry at me." I plead.

"I just... I just lost it. My attraction towards you is so incredibly huge, I lost my control." I explained, my orbins getting slowly sensitive and wet.

"I should've stop in time."

"This really was a mistake.." I sighed, covering my eyes with my fingers, rubbing then lightly against them.

"No Felix, this wasn't."

Marzia came closer to my me, lightly with her shaky hand taking a grab of my wrist. She pulled it down weakly, just to see my face. After getting used to her beauty, I gave a meek stare. She did the same, but mostly there were pain too.

"There's a lot to tell you, what has happened. And.." She clear her throat, letting a 'drop of her blood' roll down her left cheek.

"I'm sorry but I can't.. I've no one to tell my things to anymore. And I meekly need that one."

"And this person is.." Marzia wraps her fingers with mine, taking a short step closer to my bare chest.

"You, Felix."

I couldn't find right words to say. I was struggling with keeping my eyes into hers, since facing her now is difficult. Not because I don't want to see her, but because seen her hurt shots me.

"My heart aches endlessly. Not because I see you.. But because I know I've hurt you."

"I can't go back to the past, and deny my words for you. But I'm able to tell you I'm sorry, even though I know it won't change a bit."

"You shed way too many tears for me. I'm not worth of your blood drops. I've caused so much trouble and pain in your life, I can't never forgive myself."

"But you've caused so many memorial things, I cannot regret us." Marzia curled up her lips, frowning uncomfortably.

"Felix, you ignite my heart of stone. Helped me to socialize. Be more open. Gave me the reason to be happy. " She approaches my neck and pulls my head against her forehead carefully.

"You made me what I am today. You also did everything to keep me warm and happy. You were there."

"And just when I though we were the happiest couple ever, you changed." She whispered, sweeping her hand fondly to my back hair.