Glass Girl ~ Melix → Book 1

Cure Me [CH13]

                   ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Felix~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 My all plans is wasted.

 The letter drop to the floor, as my teas joined with it.

 What were I thinking? The letter told me so many things, that I'm regretting already - and new things, that I just simply can't fix anymore. How could I be so giddy!? I used to be with her, no matter what. There no any kind of bandage, that could heal her bruises, or a glue, that could connect her heart back again. I want to leave her alone, and try to move on - but my heart tells me to run after her. Lauren really messed up with my head.

 When I'm thinking about it now, I've missed her for a long time already. Two days is simply enough to stay away from her. As she told me on the letter, I miss those same things. Her amazing body, that only I was able to touch. Her lips taste, as I could taste peaches. So warm, and so soft. The tingle, as our connected lips touch. The way I had the passion to move my lips, as we both needed to take breaks, so we could breath. The way,as my nose draw against her skin. Her odor, as the wildness and affection spark into my eyes. Her way to touch me, and make me want her. Those moments, when I simply needed to kiss her, no matter where I was. Her way to suprise me, as I didn't even know about it. The way, our passion for love was inseparable. As we both gasped, when the enjoy burst out of us. Both could enjoy it, as we didn't were ashamed our body. Her way to always be there, as I weren't.

 I was slowly fading from the life. I was becoming a colorblind - I could only see black and white. She bring me colors into my life. I could now feel, what pain she went by - as she mind be going right now. The moment of silence, so I could just die in here, and waiting for someone to bring me back alive. Well, who could save me from the bottom? Her. There's no-one else, who could do it. She had stole my heart like a criminal, and I kinda love it. All I can now do, is just simply fade out, meekly wishing for myself slowly to die a horrible death.

 I've deserved it.

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 The heat. It was the first thing, I could feel. I frowned, feeling that my body has turned to numb. Well, It seems like I've fell asleep. Glad I forgot for a moment, that what I am going through. But again, I remember it. I was incapable to forget it. It's going to seed in my brains, and stay there for a long time. I can't erase it, and I just simply don't want so. No one can't do the same thing to me, as she did. I can find myself anymore.

 I'm so lost without her.

 I began to slowly push myself up, and check the time. Normally, it'd so some morning time, but this one, it wasn't. It was 3:42 am. Rolling my eyes, I began to throw my legs over the edge. I just couldn't see the point to sleep anymore - and, I'm not sleepy anymore. When my legs touched the floor, I heard some kind of pattering under them. For a second, I had to think about it, but then I realized it - The photos, obviously. I pushed myself up, stumping forwards, heading to the downstairs.

 Wistfully, I found myself at the kitchen. Then, my stomach decided to gnarl. I could hear a snap inside my brains, as I remember that I haven't eat anything good for these two days. Right before I was exiting the kitchen, I returned and opened the fridge.

''God dammit..'' I mumble, as I perceive that in there wasn't anything left. First, I didn't have any idea why, but then I remember why - She had eat everything. And obviously not in the bad way. She had isolated herself inside, because of me. I ate at Lauren's place,and never visit the market to buy something to here, my home.