shishi gets rejected

are we there yet?

this is gonna be like hell to write

for multiple undisclosed reasons.

shishi paces herself as she drags herself up the stairs

this is kind of a bad idea

but also, curiosity

but mostly a bad idea because shishi is pursuing it

shishi finds herself at the top of the stairs.

the door is right there, left opened a few inches.

shishi loses her balance and stumbles a bit because she is a absolute moron

"she trip and fall into door wooo lol haha stupid dumb idiot she getcaught snd idk soemthing bad happen wooo hahaha" 

id like to do something like that but that's lame.

moving on.

she catches herself on the railing in the nick of time

she has achieved something for once

well

achieved something positive for once

because her imaginary walls are lined with very real yet imaginative trophies awarded when she does something utterly stupid, which she does a lot

i get im getting off topic a lot but im delirious and enjoy word count

i digress.

shishi peeks through the crack and

woah, oh my

i have no idea who those people are!

ah

wait

they're turning around

finally facing shishi's direction

and...

oh my

hmm thats one of shishi's other crushes

referring to guy

no idea who that girl is

probably some no name

how troublesome, shishi's crush is with a girl 

no way she could do anything now 

like she could do anything nonetheless.

but, this guy seems familiar

and i don't mean in a virtual way

necessarily.