3 weeks. 3 weeks, its been, since it happened. I have eaten only 4 proper meals, the only time i ever come out of my room is when i shower, and even then, its not as often as i should. But, i cant live. I cant live i a world without him. But today was different. I was looking for something on my floor and grabbed my jacket and threw it to the other side of the room, as i did this, something fell out. It was a white envelope that had my name in a heart around it. Thats right. This is from him. I opened it, slowly, cautiously, and it read.
Ben.
In this life, we are who we are. We are born the way we will grow up, and i happened to be gay. I never accepted that fact before, i pushed it aside and told myself it was nothing. And then i met you. After i met you, i knew it was more than nothing. It was a something, no, it was a someone. It was you.
In the seemingly short time we had together, you changed me, for the better. You made me into a different person, and i will be forever grateful, because that person wasnt afraid of being who i was. In the end though, it was all to much. I never really thought about what i would do if i lost you, because i didnt like to think there would be an end. But there was for you, and that hurt me. It broke my heart completely. I cry now as i right this, knowing i wont ever see you again, but this is for the best, because, you were my everything.
Im happy i had my heart broken by you. Thank you.
See you again, in another life perhaps.
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Closet rats
Teen FictionBen is out of the closet. The guy he likes is in the closet. Anything could happen when they get together, but what does happen may break your heart.
