Its been 3 months since i have been out of the closet. Its been a painful few months, i mean, people these days are usually pretty good, but there are always those few who are just a bit... Not ready for change. My arm would sometimes get bruised, other times i would get pushed to the ground, or i locker would be covered in graffiti. All are things i can handle. But im a bit sad because there is this guy that i really, really, like. I mean, he is really hot. He has a brown side fringe and the rest of his head is shaved a bit. His smile was soft and loving, a little bit sideways and just so cute! He has a GREAT sense of fashion and is always wearing the coolest clothes. The worst thing about him though, is that he is popular. He just has to be the 2nd most popular guy in school. And his girlfriend is i swear the only nice girl in the school. She talks to me a lot which is great, because its not like im completely hated yino? Its horrible that i like him, but im friends with his girlfriend, and he doesnt even know i exist. It makes me so angry!
So yesterday, number one, mister popular, walked past and pushed me down and put a dent in my guitar. I was so upset i didnt even get up straight away. Jack stood and laughed at me for a second before moving on with his posy of sheep trailing behind him. But the amazing thing about that was that one of them didnt walk away. They stayed. And you know who it was? Eliot! The number one guy i like! He stopped and looked down at me with complete sorrow in his eyes. He bent down next to me and picked up my guitar with one hand and he took my hand with the other.
"Hey, im so sorry about that!"
"Oh its okay, thats just the school food chain really isnt it? Im the gay guy, im different to everyone im weird. Im diseased or something."
"I dont think youre diseased" He smiled "So do you play?"
"Yeah i do. And i write my own songs. I know that sounds so nerdy haha" I laugh nervously.
"Thats not nerdy, its cool. I wish i could play."
"Well i could teach you!" I said that way to quickly oh my god
"That would be cool, in between serving 'king Jack' maybe we could."
"Oh my gosh. Yes we should some time... Hehehe."
"Well, i better go. It was cool talking to you"
"Yeah you too. See ya round. Thanks so much"
And off he went. In a swerl of hotness and kindness. Nobody is both unbelievably hot, and that nice without having something up. I swear he was only sent to this earth to show me what i cant have. He is the only on at this school with an attractive personality, so im still left with me, staring at him dumbly as he walks past and then having to wipe the drool off my chin. *Sigh*
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Closet rats
أدب المراهقينBen is out of the closet. The guy he likes is in the closet. Anything could happen when they get together, but what does happen may break your heart.
