Unspoken reality

The Life I Live

Im Gisella Garcia aka (GG) 5'4 long beautiful hair, thick waist and a beautiful smile. thats literally all i have to offer. My personality was hidden from the world.
My cell phone started ringing. Snapping me out of my thoughts, i glanced at the caller id, i was not in the mood for her bullshit! But If i didnt answer it would only make things worse!
"What!" I snapped. Regretting it quickly after.
"Who the fuck are you talking to like that? I dont know what your problem is but cut that shit out right here, right now before i go over there and knock some sense back into you bitch!" She screamed into the phone. The last thing i needed was another black eye or busted nose from my supposedly girlfriend but a year ago i stopped believing that. I took a deep breath and put on my best tone.
"Sorry, just having a bad day, whats up?" I was beyond irritated and able to keep calm so i got up and started pacing around my house.
"Nothing calling to see what you was doing, i want to come spend the night with you tonight but i gotta figure out my plans so i know if its a deffinite or not." I stopped in mid-track and stared coldly at my phone, was this bitch serious right now? That was it. Why? Why me?
"So why the fuck would you call me now if you didnt even know what the fuck you was gonna be doing? Aint nobody got time for you shawty like i hate when you do this shit to me witcho stupid ass like i cant fucking stand you Lee i wish you would go somewhere forreal because ive had it i wanted to be free from you monthd ago, i wish i didnt love you because im serious i dont want to be with you anymore your nothing but a lying ass cheating son of a bitch!!!" Tears were starting to fall but not because i cared, because i couldnt understand why i got put into a situation with a girl like this, i was sweet, kind and had such a heart and i ended up with a fucking monster. She was abusive from day one and i still stayed.. Why? Everyone including myself asks me and i cant ever manage to say more then I dont Know because i really didnt know why except the fact that i loved her but i fell out of love with her so why was i yet again trying to stay and make this work?
"GISELLA!" i ignored her and stayed silent on the phone.
"Bitch are you serious right now? You know what your a worthless piece of shit, ugly ass hoe. you know damn well i dont give a shit about you, your just something i keep around when im bored, you dont keep me around! you have gotten your facts and stories all mixed up. I dont love you, i never have and never will! but one thing is for sure is How you think You gone talk out the side of ya neck to me You know better but ima leave it like that you already know whatsup." Click.
Of course now i was going to sit back, rethink the situation and blame it on myself to make it easier for me to understand why if she was to come here i was going to get the shit beat out of me. It was another normal tragic day in this three year relationship with the devils daughter! Leslie Gotti aka (Lee)