Unspoken reality

A Special Day

8:45pm - and i was just pulling up to my house. Haydens car was still there. After our little chit-chat earlyier in the day i decided that i wanted to say fuck it and go all out. Hayden made alot of sense to me today and i thought about it riding around gathering all the things for my plan. I parked and started grabbing all my bags out the trunk. As soon as i opened the door you could hear hayden singing in the bathroom over the loud ass music. I shook my head and proceeded into my room. Once everything was unpacked i started organizing how i was going to go about it. My plan was to give her a cake, a card, written by me with my true feelings, a new pair of jordans, some 14k gold earrings, and a matching chain. I had a lot of old stuff that i pawned in order to purchase all this expensive shit but it was worth it. Deffinitely worth it. I know material things mean nothing to certain people but this is actually more then just her birthday its my time to show my appreciation to her for helping me change my life and move on from negativity. Once i was prepared and had everything wrapped and put away for perfection i went and showered, shaved and got ready. i walked to my closet and decided on a outfit. I wanted to be sexy but i also wanted jay to see that i was classy and respected my body. I chose a ankle lenght all black dress with a v-line all the way down to my breasts, and slit down to the ankle on the side. It was fitting, showing off my curves, sexy and classy. I chose my red loubiton heels, some silver bracelets and earrings. After i got fully dressed i sprayed some victoria secret love spell and got to work on my hair. I decided to wear it out so i straightend it. Once i double checked the mirror i was satisfied. i headed downstairs where i seen hayden on the phone pacing.
"Yeah i got it...no i wont be.....ok.......ok, yup, alright bye." I walked over to her and smiled.
"Im nervous as fuck but i need all honesty!" I said to her spinning around so she could look from all angles. Her mouth just dropped open.
"Were not going to a special dinner or a club but its hot, im so mad i didnt see that in there, well it looks better on you but damnnnnn!" We both busted out laughing and i noticed she wasnt dressed.
"Weres your outfit? Its already 9:30, you where in the shower when i got home you should have been ready."
"I know, i have my outfit ready i just got a call from jay she-"
"Ouh my god, is she ok? Did she cancel the party? What happened!?" I probably sounded really freakish but i couldnt help myself.
"Yeah shes ok, no the partys not canceled relax jumpy. You are alot more eager then i thought you would be, you feeling ok?" She asked putting her hand on my forehead.
"Yes fine, sorry. So what was that convo about?"
"Nothing serious, she was just saying make sure to bring you, and dont be late and some other bullshit, no need to worry your pretty little self about. I figured i would kill time by getting the liquor and stuff so ive been down here already doing shots. Here!" She handed me a cup that had green liquid.
"Incredible hulk? You went all out, why henny and hypnotic? I mean this shits so strong!" I took a big gulp and made a sour face. Shit was good but harsh going down.
"I dont know something different, get us smashed quicker. I made a big thing of it its in the freezer, so when we leave we can just bring that. Im gonna just go refresh my makeup and get dressed." She said walking to her room.

10:20pm - we got in haydens car and drove off. She was speeding like we were on a high speed chase but i didnt mind because I couldnt wait till we got there.
"What was with all the bags you put in the trunk before we left?" Hayden asked with excitement in her voice. I loved my bestfriend but she was so damn nosey.
"None of ya business. I planned my own little special party for jay. I know she didnt want a birthday party so im not going to give her that but i am going to show her how much i appreciate her and everything shes done for me lately. I owe her that much."
"Mhmm hmm, you trynna let jay put her hand in the cookie jar aint you?" Hayden said devilishly smiling.
"Once again mind ya business. If it happens i think im ready, i dont know she hasnt ever once come out with anything sexual towards me so i highly doubt it. But you never know. I dont want it to be some one night stand type shit though. I really want there to be some type of connection you know?" Hayden just turned forward and blasted the music. We drove the rest of the way in silence untill we finally arrived.
10:55pm - Hayden got out grabbed the liquor and knocked on the door while i grabbed the bags out the trunk. The way everything was wrapped you would of thought i was carrying a bunch of junk which was my point.
"Finally my two superstars have arrived." Jay said smiling at us. We walked in and like hayden said this was really only a "social gathering". There was music playing liquor and lots of blunts going around but there was only 15-20 people here. Jay knew alot of people, well to me that was alot because i didnt really know anyone. Hayden just walked away leaving me there while she mingled and talked to a group of people. Jay of course came up to me, took my hand and introduced me to a few of her friends. Hayden finally came back over to us and We all chit-chatted for a while, laughed, drank and before i knew it time was flying by.

2:30am - aiight my nigga ill see you later, slowly more and more people started leaving. It eventually just came down to me, hayden, jay and one of her home boys.
"So gg you have a good time?"
"Of course, just alittle mad you didnt tell me it was your birthday fucker!" I said hitting her shoulder.
"Sorry babygirl. But you came and you met a couple people and had fun with me thats all that matters."
"Thank you for the invitation, i appreciated it. I do have something for you!" I said excitedly getting up and walking to the kitchen. I grabbed the cake and lit the heart shaped candle since i didnt know how old she was i couldnt put a number. I figured this would do. I walked out singing happy birthday and everyone looked at me with there jaws dropped.