Unspoken reality

Worst Behavior

The whole situation got out of control way to fast! Nothing was supposed to happen the way it did, We had plans to distract gisella untill hayden and denny could find another place and get everything situated while my people handled business with lee. Now we were all sitting here trying to calm hayden down and figure out a plan B or a different plan A because shit needed to get handled. GG had been gone for more then 2 hours. No one knew where she was, She left her phone in the car along with her wallet which had all her information in it so god only knows what could happen to her and no one can identify her. I paced back and fourth while denny tried to fix haydens busted lip. We were all confused on why gg lashed out the way she did. I mean yes she had worked to get where she was now and to have everything she has but i felt as there was more to this situation then she was letting out.
"i hate that bitch, how could she do this to me! we go way back and over a little ass secret this is what happens?" Hayden was now in tears hugging tightly to denny.
I jumped in the car and decided to try and find gg to make sure she was ok. i screamed call me later and speed off.
I drove around aimlessly stopping to look into local shopping stores, super markets, even stopped at the strip club, i dont know why but i did and she wasnt there. Finally i was lost with no answers so i started up the car again and was about to pull off when a guy across the street started screaming. I figured i would watch the entertainment for alittle. There was a crowd full of people now comming out of the bar surrounding the guy. He kept screaming and pointing at someone but i couldnt get a look at that person because of all the people. i decided to get out the car and walk over, obviously me being nosey wasnt the best option, it always led me into getting into trouble but fuck it right now.
"She took my shots and told me she was going to pay for them! Fuck this if you dont get her out of my bar im going to call the police and have her arrested!" Now this was actually getting funny. A tall guy came out carrying a girl over his shoulder. He walked across the street and sat her down. she fell face first into the pavement. The guy walked back over and started yelling at the crowd of people.
"shows over people, either get back in the bar or go continue on with your day!"
the crowd slowly broke up and i decided to be curious and be nice and help the girl. i walked over to her and thats when it hit me. Bam gg was in front of me laying face first into the pavement smelling like straight liquor and looked beyond a hot mess.
"gg?" i slowly shook her then tried to grab her and lift her up but she was dead weiqht. I got her over my shoulder and into the car, accidentally smacking her head against the door, i seat belted her in and shut the door. I hopped in and started the car but before pulling off i glanced over at gg and i was starting to see a girl who i had never seen before. The girl infront of me was not gisella and it turned me off. I love her and am deeply in love with her but right now i dont know her. I shook my head and drove off. It was a long way home back to my house so i drove as quickly as i could and a safely as i could without this girl throwing up on me, in my car, or herself. A mess i didnt need.

Once i pulled up to the drive way i grabbed gg and carried her to the bed. I undressed her so she would be more comfortable and she pushed me away. "Jay i love you but i dont know i feel like, i dont if its me, i have so much anger and my mind is all over the place i just want you to come hold me, im drunk and i just want you!"
A tear came to my eye as i retried to undress her and undress myself. Tommorow we would sit down and talk right now wasnt the time. My head also was messed up so i couldnt manage that type of conversation. I rolled over grabbed gg by the waist, kissed her forehead and wrapped my arms tightly around her while whispering goodnight in her ear.