Unspoken reality

Whats Best For Me

Jenia's birthday was amazing, i couldnt explain the feeling, i was now in love again. I was happy. Even though i know its way to soon, i still have to live my life and be happy.
After our night, i woke up and made jay breakfest. I showered, got dressed and went home. Hayden texted me like she promised and to my surprise she said her and denny had dinner watched movies and just talked. Even though i kind of didnt believe it because hayden loves sex, i gave her the benefit of the doubt considering she wanted to change her life around. I layed on my bed and stared at the cieling rethinking about my night with jenia. As i slowly started dosing off my phone rang. I looked at the caller id. PRIVATE..
"Hello?" I answered quizzically.
"Where have you been gisella, fucking ignoring my texts and calls, i stopped by the house and it was vacant. No one knew you up and left no one seen you. Hayden changed her number, she stopped fucking with clide, yall been m.i.a and i dont appreciate leaving me in the dust gisella!" She screamed into the phone. I didnt say nothing i just listened. What was i gonna say? I had nothing to explain to this girl. I sighed heavily so she would get the hint that i didnt care about what she had to say.
"Gisella, stop playing games and fill me in. Is you fucking around? What have you been up to?"

"I dont have to fuck around, im single leslie. We had this conversation when you was in the hospital."

"So you got another bitch gisella?"

"You are no longer apart of my life therefore i dont gotta explain my life to you!"
"Gisella you serious?" She sounded like she was about to cry, like her voice was cracking but i knew she would hold it in.
"Ive missed you baby, let daddy come home. I promise things will be different, you cant just up and leave me like that, you cant just up and drop ya feelings for me we had something good baby. Almost four years of it." I looked at my phone and tilted my head, was she serious? Nope i was not about to argue, i didnt need to, i started thinking about jay and my whole mood changed, i was excited again.
"Have a nice life leslie, i hope your ok, i hope you can change for your next girlfriend. I will always love you but im sick of the way you treated me, im happy now goodbye." I stated simply and hung up the phone.
I put my phone on the charger and went downstairs to get something to eat. I took out some salami, mayonase, bread, turkey and made a quick sandwhich. As soon as i sat down at the island style kitchen table hayden walked in.
"Hey babes." I said smiling. She was cheesy as fuck and smiling from ear to ear.
"Denny is amazing i had the time of my life, so i know you have stories to so before i have to head out to work lets gossip!" We both bursted out laughing.

An hour later and we were both on the couch just still laughing and talking. Haydens phone rang and it reminded me of mine. So i quickly got up to go and get it.
"Babes ive gotta get ready got work in about an hour or so ill catch up with you later, ima go get ready at dennys i love you chicka!" She yelled from downstairs.
"K, love you to babes. See you later. Call me if anything or text me on ya break."
The door slammed shut and i proceeded to my room.
26 missed calls all from a private number and 2 texts from jay.

Jenia - hey babygirl, im headed to work ill catch up with you when i get off which wont be till tonight. If anything ill stop by ya house. I love you, on some real. It feels so good to finally tell you that."
Me - i love you to, and ok damn everyones got work today except me lol, my scheduale hasnt been figured out yet so ill be home, looking forward to seeing you. Btw, while you were sleeping i slide my spear key on ya key ring hope you dont think im moving to fast.
Jenia - i seen it this morning when i left. It was the only key that had a red ring around it. No babe your not moving to fast, you can move anyway you want i know what i want and what im ready for. You need to make sure this isnt just some right now thing. It needs to be a forever thing.
Me - lee called me alittle while ago basically cussing me out. Ill explain later. See you soon baby ok. I love you.
Jenia - Ok. I trust you. I love you more. See you soon.

I put my phone back on the charger and laid down since there was shit to do. I closed my eyes, slowly drifted off and rethought jays text message. I know what i want, you need to make sure this is a forever thing. Im in love, im happy, im experiencing something ive never had!
I let out a smile and dozed off.