Unspoken reality

What are bestfriends for!

4 hours of cleaning my apartment and then basically non-stop pacing around I didnt know what to do, who to call or where to even go to escape my thoughts. I was emotionally drained and mentally broken.
"When you wake up before you brush your teeth, You grab your strap, nigga
Only time you get down on your knees is when you shooting crack nigga Fuck what you heard, God blessin' all the trap niggas God blessin' all the trap niggas" Futures new song "trap niggas" blared through my phone I hesitated looking at the caller id, i was scared that it was lee's ass again. Thank goodness when i glanced over and just seen the H i knew who it was my bestfriend Hayden. Hayden and i grew up together, weve been threw hell and back again and practically lived the same life only difference was she wasnt gay in any way sort or form.
"Hey babygirl" i answered trying to sound excited.
"Mhmm, spill the beans i know you way to well shawtyboo boo, either your stressing about something or you just got into another petty ass argument with lee's dumb ass."
She always knew me right off the back.
"You already know but lets not even bring it up im sick and tired of her and everything we have and had seriously. i know you didnt call for nothing or to hear me be all sentimental so what is it that cha want darling?"
"You, me, my beautifully new washed 3 series bmw, a huge parking lot and a new wardrobe. How does that sound? Plus i heard theres a party tonight that im ready to crash. Come on, lets get turned up, drunk, flirt, and of course go home with some one haha!!"
I seriously cannot stand this girl.
"How about shopping and pregaming at my crib then crashing the party? I honestly want to relieve stress as soon as possible and you know shopping and drinking will do the damn thang."
"Mhmmm.... Ok get ready ill be over in 20" CLICK.
I placed the phone down and shook my head, who gives someone 20 minutes to get ready? I cant even pick out an outfit in that amount of time. I quickly showered, brushed my teeth, and washed my face. I got out dryed off and put victoria's secret love spell lotion on and went into my closet. I rampaged threw finally deciding on a v-neck short sleeve grey shirt with some leggings and my cool grey jordans. Keeping it casual/fly in style however you wanted to put it, drew more attention then dressing classy to go to the mall for some odd reason.
"Beep beep" well at least im dressed. I applied some eyeliner, mascara, and lip gloss as a finishing touch. Leaving my banana curls out to dry however they pleased. I grabbed my purse, my cell and my keys and rushed out the door.
"Hey girl" i said as i got in, she excitdely stormed off before my side of the door was even shut.
"No time for chit-chat we gotta go, by the way the natural look is looking fly on you gg, get it. I hope you know im annoucing you single cuz we boutta bag some shawtys to take with us to the party tonight, well niggas for me"
The car ride was filled with loud music and our shitty voices singing every lyric to the songs we knew all the way there lol. We stopped at 12 different stores, brought 3 different items in each store and walked out with 3 guys numbers for her and 2 pretty ladies numbers for myself but i wasnt planning on calling them, it was just a show for hayden. At the liquor store we brought malibu and pineapple for a quick tease, then red berry ciroc for a serious finisher to have us feeling nice.