Secrets Dont Make Friends, Friends Make Secrets

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Pregaming didnt take long and before i knew it the clock was reading 11:15, i was tipsy and from looking at hayden not even being able to put on her 8 inch heels she was way more fucked up then me. Tonight was gonna be fun! Hopefully.
We pulled up to this beautifully large mansion on the opposite side of town and my heart sank.. No, No, No i shook my head.
"Girlllll whassss your probblemmm?"
Hayden slurred on every word she spoke, actually it was kinda funny and i giggled alittle.
"Girl no! This is lee's sisters babydaddys house! We cant, well i cant show my face here they will run back and tell lee and you know whats gonna happen next girl take me home please im sorry but i cant do this!"
"GG, babyyyyy didntttt you think being your bessssttfriend i would know that? I would nnn-never do anything that would jeoporadizzze your life or our friendsssship. I already talked to Clide, hesss cool with it he knew i wasssss bringgging you and i told him about what wassss going on with you and lee and he doesssntttt agree with her decisi...decisions hes on your side babess i promise."
I just completly zoned out after she said she talked to him because the fact of the matter was hayden was known and if she says she talked or was talking to some guy no doubt shes fucking him.
"Hayden, ima ask you something and i need you to be real as fuck with me like no bullshit ok?"
"Anything bestieee whassup?"
"Your fucking clide?"
The rediculous look on her face like she was a little kid who just got caught stealing from a candy store was all i needed to answer my question.
"Look gg i .."
"Hayden i dont give a shit ok. I just wanted my bestfriend to be real and tell me what was up in her life but anyway im trusting you on this so if you say im good then lets go party."
We got out walked up to the door and knocked. Music was blarring and you could hear plenty of people laughing, yelling, hell even having sex already so the party was deffinitely live. I knocked again as hard as i could untill some freckle face hoe opened the door. Normally i souldnt be so quick to judgs but this girl had IM A SLUT written all over her. The attitude and the clothes she wore.
"Private residence, private party who invited youse? She asked with a cocky ass additude.
"Clide!" Hayden answered back with even more attiude. The girls eyes got big and she walked away leaving the door open for us to come in. You could smell the weed in every part of the house that you walked in. We roamed threw looking around at everyone and everything this fucking house was packed with people.
"Hey im gonna go find Clide, you gonna be ok? I wont be long i promise i just need to talk to him"
She smiled and i knew damn well she was just trynna get a quick fuck from him, No talking was involved!
"Yeah ill be fine." I told her slightly smiling. She trotted away swaying her big watermelon looking ass. I walked into the kitchen helping myself to a cup from the big bowl of liquor not even knowing what was in it. I didnt care i was sort of sober and worried for my life anything could happen anything could turn from party to murder in the beat of a heart. I walked backed into the foyer and stood by a wall trynna dig into my purse for a ciggerette.
"Hey gg."
I quickly looked up puzzled because i couldnt reconize the gorgeous face infront of me.
"How do you know me?"
"Lets just say i know lee but dont worry i also know what shes about and i wont mention to her that your here or that i would love to hangout and spend a couple hours with respectable manners of course with your beauty if you dont mind."
I couldnt help but laugh, she was pretty as hell and her eyes where something outta heaven itself. She must of noticed me staring at her because her next response took me back alittle.
"YOu dont have to stare beautiful, a slight conversation would be great." She laughed and i still stared, confused, dazed, petrified, happy, all emotions in one. i opened my mouth and just closed it back again. What was i gonna say to this girl? What was on my mind? How do i approach her? When was the last time i smiled from ear to ear like this? My head was spinning.
"I think you are gorgeous, sorry i think im alittle drunk i dont know, i just know i came with my bestfriend hayden because she wanted to get out and have fun and i really needed it and im sorry i keep starring at you but your eyes are beautiful and i want to make conversation with you but ima little nervous because of lee and we technically arent together but if she found out i was here she would hit me and embarass me and i really dont want that i just want to be loved and i know im babbling but for some reason i feel as though i could vent to you even though i knew you for like 2 minutes now and i-.
She cut me off and kissed my lips with such passion that i got weak in the knees. Oh lord. I kept thinking in my head. I kissed her back not knowing we were being watched from a big crowd of surrounding people. I leaned back and released her lips from mine.
"Sorry i, im just i dont know, im scared i dont want you to think im a hoe because i let you kiss me."
"Babygirl i didnt think that i heard about you, your haydens main topic in conversations. i know you aint no hoe and your a loyal ass women and i respect that with a passion thats rare to find. Look ima give you my number and you can call me if you like ok beautiful?"
I smiled and handed her my phone and she leaned into my ear and whispered "you deserve better gg!" And walked away. I stayed at the wall still thinking about that kiss as i finally lit my ciggerette.

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