Unspoken reality

Your My BestFriend

Its been a week since i last heard from gg and i really did miss her like crazy.
Things went left with us after a stupid little arguement that led into a fist fight for no reason. I was mortified after we scraped on the street like we had no common sense but at the same time i was furious. I didnt understand gg's ways, i didnt understand how she was thinking or why she was feeling the way she was and i still dont nor did i care at that time but i do now.
Me and denny have been getting real serious so i have been staying with him. Alittle awkward sometimes because im used to being on my own or with my bestfriend not a man that im sure im falling in love with.
Me and jay keep in touch almost everyday and she lets me know about gg which is a mind easer but its still not the same. At least i know we are currently feeling the same for each other. Jay told me she was looking at old pictures of us yesturday and started crying. Locked herself in there room for about an hour. One of us needs to be the god damn adult and end this war. I dont want to but my friendship is more important then my pride.

My phone rang snapping me out of my thoughts. For some odd reason i got excited thinking it might be gg. Without looking at the caller i.d i picked up.

"Hey hayden speaking."
"Sup girllllllll!!!!"
I didnt reconize the voice but it did seem familiar. I glanced at the caller i.d (private) who in the hell could this be.
"Um hi, who am i speaking to?"
"Shawty dont rememeber me? Come on now we couldnt stand each other even if we was the last two pieces of dirt on earth!"
Please not now. I looked over and denny was sound asleep on the couch. He was watching rewinds of last nights football game. The last thing i needed was him to wake up so i slowly crept off the couch and into the bedroom.
"What the fuck do you want lee? Havent you caused enough trouble? We know what you did and so help me god when-"
"Threats arent needed hayden! Im 2 hundred steps ahead of you, denny, jay, gg, even clide! i told you and everyone else i will get what and who i want even if i have to kill everyone in my way!"
"go to hell lee!"
"Im already there but if you keep intruding on my path youll be joining me you dirty whore!"
CLICK!
FUCK MY LIFE! was all i could think.
I opened up the liquor cabinet and poured me a shot of bacardi. I needed to ease my mind. How was i going to tell everyone that lee wasnt done. She planned to kill unless she was stopped! Denny and jay should of killed her when she drugged us and none of this would have happened.
I needed my bestfriend right now, this had to stop aa soon as possible.

After a quick shower a messy bun, some nikes, and some sweatpants i ran to my car and rushed to jays house. neither jay or gg's car was in the lot which i found to be extremely weird. Gg always takes tuesdays off work and jay barely goes anywhere only if its important or for gg. I shrugged it off and decided to knock on the door.
I waited and waited and waited. No answer. I knocked again. Waited and waited finally i heard footsteps.
"Who the fuck is it?" Jays voice sounded raspy and different.
"Nigga let me in."
Jay opened the door and her eyes got wide as fuck.
"Hayden what in the hell are you doing here?"
"Im pushing my pride behind me and being an adult. I want to talk to
my bestfriend and i want to right now!" I knew jay was about to tear my ass up for talking to her like that but i didnt care i was putting my foot down from all this non-sense.
"You girls are something else you know that. Come in have a seat!" She said shaking her head. I walked in and immediately went to her fridge.
"Im hungry mind if i make a sandwhich? Haha of course not dont even know why i asked." I said pulling out salami and turkey with mayo and some bread. I sat down and started making some lunch.
"Want one love?" I slightly giggled while shoving my face with food while jay just looked at me with her head tilted to the side. I couldnt really read her facial expression but i didnt pay no mind to it.
"Um, not really. I love how you just make yourself at home hayden. Anyway your here for gg but im not sure shes ready. Especially not now if you get what i mean!"
"Lemme guess youse just fucked thats why your sweaty for one and took so long to answer the door for two and with the attitude you had for three?"
"For a blonde your a genious!"
We both bursted out laughing as i gently punched her in the arm.
"No seriously though. Shes asleep and i dont want to wake her up."
"I get that i do, and i know i should of called or something but i started really missing her and i started drinking and then i said fuck it i miss my bestfriend and then i came here and when i seen no cars i thought youse werent home so i was gonna leave but then i said maybe gg is home i dont know but then you answered and now im babbling because im nervous because i really want to see and talk to her! Jay please." Her eyes looked like they were getting ready to water and i actually didnt realize i started crying as i was talking. My emotions just spilled out.
"Fine ill wake her but please if shes grumpy make it short and sweet say what you gotta say and then i dont know see how she reacts. Shes been emotionally on a roller coaster and i dont think i can stand to see her cry anymore, it hurts me."
"I love how youse are both talking about me like im not even in this house hold!"
I choked up the pieces of sandwhich i was eating as jay turned around and both our mouths fell open. We stayed silent as we watched gg walk from the wall in the hallway to the fridge to grab a drink then sat across from me at the island table.
"Can you guys close your damn mouths youse are not going to catch flies in this house."
We all let out a tiny laugh and the room still stayed silent. As none of us looked like we knew what to say.
Jay walked over to gg finally and kissed her on the head.
"Well your up, saves me the trouble of waking you up. I love you beautiful!"
"I love you to daddy, give me a kiss."
i looked away as they tounged each other down. Finally when it became to much to bare i coughed alittle reminding them i was standing there before they started fucking right in front of me.
"Sorry. Look im gonna go play call of duty and leave ya females to this um lady conversation. Ill talk to yall later play nice ladies." Jay said walking away and smirking.
Me and gg sat there in silence for what felt like eternity before she stood up and walked towards me. If she was ready to pounce like a tiger i was ready but instead she took me off guard when she threw herself at me and hugged me so tight she could have popped my eyes out.
"Babygirl i missed you more then i have missed anything in my entire life!"
Both of us just sat there hugging each other and crying. Hours went by as we talked and cried and laughed and got mad and did it all over again. FInally it became past 1:30 in the morning and we were stiill chit-chatting but gg wanted me to stay over so i texted denny let him know and like old times as a kid me and gg had a sleepover in the spare bedroom.
Before i fell asleep i went over to gg kissed her forehead and whispered in her ear "your my bestfriend, i love you, 2-2-2-4ever." (Today, tommorow, together, forever)