My Friend The Asshole

Five.

I set backstage at Monday night Raw with Paige and Alicia. Of course they were deep into conversation but  honestly all I could think about was what had happened between Seth and I. We haven't spoke since then but believe me, he's been on my mind since then. Feeling someone poke my side hard I looked to Paige.

"Oh, huh?" I asked.

"You're acting funny, what's wrong love?" She asked with her big eyes staring into me.

Sighing loudly I looked to make sure the coast was clear, "Seth and I slept together by accident  and we haven't spoke since.."

The look on both Paige and Alicia's face was of disbelief. Laying my head in my hands I sighed again. Of course that would be their reaction. I'm a horrible person. I felt a hand on my back followed by another on the other side.

"Don't worry Nova. Even though I don't agree with cheating I will stand behind you. John's a fucking dick" Alicia comforted me.

"Yes, I'm with Foxy." Paige added.

"Thanks girls.. I just don't know what to say to him. I mean yeah, we've slept together before but-"

"Wait what?!" Paige's eyes got huge.

Mentally face palming I explained, "I lost my virginity to Seth after our senior prom. Even then I knew I didn't have feelings for him. I guess we were just caught in the moment. But in all honesty I can't look at him the same way now. I have never felt the way I felt that night. Maybe it was for Seth or maybe it was just the fact that it was something new, I don't know but God I wish I did."

"Oh my God. I knew you and Rollins had something!! When are you going to leave John and follow your heart to Seth?" Foxy smiled wide.

"Never. I love John as my husband. But Seth is just a friend, nothing more."

"Paige and Alicia, you're on in five!!" A tech yelled from behind us.

"Keep telling yourself that." Foxy winked at me before herself and Paige walked away leaving me back to just my thoughts.

Suddenly lips came connecting to mine. For a second I prayed they were Seth's but I knew the all to familiar taste of Mr. John Cena. I couldn't help but smile, the last days have been good with John. He actually stayed home and we did stuff together as a couple. It had me thinking that maybe, just maybe he wasn't seeing Nikki anymore. Maybe everything was a misunderstanding. I didn't know, but I did know my John was back and it made me somewhat forget about Seth.

"How's my beautiful wife doing?" He asked taking the seat beside me.

"She's a bit tired," I smiled, "What about my handsome husband?"

"Better now that I found you."

I couldn't help but smile. John was defiantly a charmer. I think that's why I fell in love with him in the first place...

"Come on! First day on the job, let me take you out for drinks. All the superstars and Diva's do this after RAW." Colby begged as I packed my stuff up.

"I'm tired Colb. I really don't want to go anywhere but my hotel tonight.."

It was true. The ropes were hard to get down. Sure I had been doing make up and hair since high school but damn, the WWE doesn't mess around. I was on my feet all day doing everyones makeup and hair. I was completely and utterly worn out.

"I'm not taking no for an answer." He lent on the table in front of me.

"No." I tested trying to go around him.