EMPTINESS

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Emptiness. What is it?
Void, Null, Empty, Vacant, Purge? Maybe all of it. Is it good to feel emptiness? Does it really feels good when someone feels nothing. Because I'm starting to feel it good. No really, all my life everyone told me it is not good to be alone. But now I'm starting to like this loneliness.

They said, emptiness is the most saddest emotion, but what if I like being empty, what if this emptiness is the true me, what if emptiness completes me. It's been 7 years now since I've been living alone. Far from everyone, in my own space where no one's invited only me, my emptiness and my thoughts. Is this a taboo to be like it. Is this a sin to like void. If it is then I'm really sorry but this is my true self. If not then what the fuck is wrong with society. Why can't they acept the fact that I can't change myself. Either they accept me or just let me live by my own. Don't march into my personal space, you were never invited. Void is my friend, empty is my soul, vacant are my feelings and nothing is my true self.

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