PROBABLY !!!

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Probably I've suffered long enough. Probably I've been through hell quite a few times. Probably I've had more scars than bones in my body. Probably I am not what they say I am. Probably I've lost a lot of battles. Probably I'm a loser. Probably I'm not a good person. Probably I'm just going to lose everyone I love. Probably I've already lost everyone. Probably I am done trying to catch my destiny. Probably I am not alive. Probably this body is just hollow and the real me is long gone. Probably you've forgotten me, I guess everyone has. Probably there's no turning back. Probably this is it for me. Probably my journey ends right here. Probably I am already dead. Probably I tried to resurrect myself but failed. Probably I've no one left to tell how I am doing. Probably I'm resting in my casket. Probably there is everyone at my funeral to pay me respects. Probably I will see them again where they talk about me for one last tome. Probably this is how it is supposed to be. Probably this is dead me assuming that people will come to my tombstone to share. Probably I'll have my own epitaph.

No one came. It's been ages. They say time runs fast up here. It's been aeons. No one has come. No one. I guess I had no one left. I guess it was all my imagination. Hahaha, a dead guy imagining, how fucked up is that. Probably, this is the last time I'm gonna hear myself laugh. Probably this is the last goodbye. No, this time I'm sure. I am going now. You take care of yourself and make sure you make your life to the fullest.

P.S. Love, Dead Guy whom no one remembers.

Au Revoir

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