SMILE?

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I smile because world wants me to smile. World doesn't need another sad face, another failed life, another dejected human, so I smile. But only I know how fake my smile is. I so wanna cry and weep for help but I can't cause this world is not exactly what it shows it is. Only I know what actually I am facing. So many emotions all at once but not a single one of them is happiness. I wish just for once I feel happy. I'd like to how happiness feels like. Don't I have the right to be happy. Just because I am different doesn't mean world will outcast me. I also have 2 eyes, 2 hands, 2 legs. I also bleed red. Then what's the problem. Just because I think different doesn't mean you will fucking throw me out of the society.

But this is all useless. No matter how hard I try I'll always be an outsider. So now you know why I smile? I smile because the world wants me to smile

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