Broken (a Jack Gilinsky Fanfic)

Unfortunate Events

It's been about a week since the incident with Jack happened and oddly enough things weren't awkward they were actually really normal for once.
It was Saturday and there was a big party that the Jacks were having because Johnson's parents were gone for the week I was sitting in my room looking through my closet when I heard my phone ring.
"What do you want Gilinsky?" I said as I answered the phone.
"Are you coming tonight?" He asked sounding hopeful.
"Yes I'm changing right now and then I'll drive over there."
"You better wear something cute." I could tell he was smirking just by the tone in his voice.
"Goodbye Jack." I replied rolling my eyes as I hung up the phone.
After hanging up the phone I went back to my closet, I settled for a black skirt that went to about the middle of my thigh and a black crop top with a pair of black gladiator sandals.
Before leaving I went to my vanity to touch up my make up I decided to do something simple black eye liner and mascara with some red lipstick for a little color. Once I was finished I ran down the stairs to grab my keys so I could drive to Jack's house.
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When I got to Jack's house I was greeted my Sam and Nate in the driveway.
"Ava we thought we'd never see you again you've been spending so much time with Gilinsky the last few weeks." Sammy said with a grin on his face.
"Shut up we're just friends." I said as I shoved him playfully.
"Yeah and I'm a millionaire." Sam said as he rolled his eyes sarcasm clear in his voice.
"I'm not lying we're just hanging out he's a good friend someone I can talk to...he's a good listener."
"I don't care if you're dating or not I just want you happy and if Jack makes you happy then I'm happy." Nate said with sincerity in his voice.
"Yeah that's all we want I'm just picking on you, you hangout with him as much as you want as long as it makes you happy." Sam agreed before giving me a hug"
"Thanks guys that means a lot lets get inside to the party though." I replied with a grin on my face.
When we walked in I felt so out of place I mean I guess that's understandable considering I haven't been to a party in months.
"Ava hey I haven't seen you in forever." I heard a familiar voice say behind me I turned around to see Amber all dolled up for the occasion.
"Hey Amber." I replied awkwardly.
"How have you been we haven't hung out in a long time I miss you."
"Well I miss you too but if I do recall I spent weeks trying to hangout but you kept ditching me for Mike." I replied trying not to sound like and ass.
"I know and I'm sorry I never meant to cut you off or anything."
"That day I called you and you hung up in my face my parents left for a business trip and I had a rough day I just needed you to be there and be my friend I was all alone and I figured I could turn to you."
"I'm so sorry I was just with Mike and-"
"With Mike of course it's always Mike." I said cutting her off.
"I'm sorry I really do miss you and I know I haven't been a good friend lately but I do love you and I want to make it up to you."
"We can talk about this later let's just enjoy the party for now." I replied slightly smiling as I gave her a hug letting her know I didn't completely hate her.
"Okay we can talk tomorrow."she said as she pulled away from the hug.
"Okay you go find Mike and have fun I'll see you tomorrow." I said as I walked away.
I wanted to find Johnson to thank him for the party and everything besides I wanted to see if Briana was here so I could meet her.
"Well you look cute." Gilinsky said as he walked up to me.
"Not for you." I said rolling my eyes.
"Ouch Ava gorgeous and sassy...I like that." he said whispering the last part in my ear.
"Jack stop."
"Stop what?"
"You know what Jack I told you we're just friends."
"Friends can compliment each other Ava."
"Not the way you do it."
"Okay okay I'm sorry you just look really nice tonight."
"See that's how friends compliment each other." I said slightly laughing at him.
"So who are you looking for?"
"Johnson."
"Why are you looking for Johnson?"
"Because."
"Why do you need him?"
"If you must know I wanted to see if Briana was with him."
"Why are you so set on meeting her?" He asked narrowing his eyes at me.
"I want to make sure she's as nice as you say she is." I said as we walked through the back door.
"Why does it matter?"
"Johnson is my friend I just want to make sure he's with a good girl."
"Oh okay yeah I don't know if she's here."
"Well I'm gonna go get a drink and hopefully I run into Jack on the way I'll see you around." I said as I started walking back inside.
"Okay let me know if you find him I mean it shouldn't be too hard he's the one throwing the party." He yelled to me as I walked inside.
"Ava you're looking good." I heard someone say from behind me. I turn around to see Brock, Brock is probably the biggest player in school and he's been trying to get in my pants since the summer before the ninth grade.
"What do you want Brock?" I asked as I rolled my eyes and turned around to face him and the smug look on his face.
"I'm just wondering when I'm finally gonna get to take you for a test drive." He said as he looked me up and down.
"Never now get out of my way." I said as I walked past him to go into the living room so I could find Amber or someone that would keep me entertained. After about ten minutes of trying to find someone I finally gave up and started drinking my worries away.
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After some Jell-O shots some tequila and a little bit of vodka I think it was safe to say I was drunk, I was gonna go home but then I realized I never found Johnson so I started asking around no one knew where he was.
"Hey Ava I heard you were looking for Johnson." Brock said walking up to me from downstairs.
"Yeah have you seen him." I said slurring my words.
"Well I just saw him upstairs I'll take you to him if you want."
"Yeah take me to him I want to talk to him for a little bit." I said as I stumbled up the stairs nearly falling over.
"Whoa be careful you don't want to hurt yourself." Brock said as he helped me up the stairs.
Normally I wouldn't talk to Brock or accept his help but I was too drunk to care at the moment.
"Where did you see him again?" I asked as I struggled to even move my legs so I could walk.
"He was right down this hallway umm I think he went into this room right here." he said as he opened the door.
"I thought you said he was in here..." I said turning to look at him as we walked in the room.
"I lied." he said walking towards me as he locked the door behind him.
"Why would you lie?"
"To get you alone." he said as he got closer and closer.
"Let me out Brock this isn't funny." I said as I tried to keep my balance.
"No you're not going anywhere." he said slamming me against the wall with his hands around my neck.
"You're hurting me Brock." I said as I gasped for air.
"Ava oh the the things I'm going to do to you." he whispered in my ear sending chills through my body.
"Brock please don't so this."
"You know I have been chasing after you since we were kids and you never gave in, well that's changing tonight."
"Brock stop it you're drunk." I said trying to pull out of his grasp.
"I'm going to make you feel so good baby." he said as he ran his hand up my thigh and under my skirt, he stopped just before he got to my panties.
"Stop it Brock I'm not doing this with you let me go please." I pleaded as the tears streamed down my face.
"All I wanted was you all I ever wanted was you but you never gave me the time of day not one second." He said as he ran his hand over my panties causing me to cry even more.
"Brock you're drunk you're not thinking straight stop it please don't do this to me." I said still trying to get out of his grip still fighting for air between the choking and the crying I wasn't getting any.
"I'm really going to enjoy this." he whispered as he let his fingers linger over my underwear before moving them to the side and touching me.
"You're disgusting get away from me." I said before spitting on him.
"Don't talk to me like that." he said as he back handed me.
"You have been teasing me all night wearing that short little skirt." he said as he threw me onto the bed.
"Help me!" I yelled through my tears.
"It's no use the music is too loud no one is going to help you." He said gripping my neck again.
"Now we can do this one of two ways nice and slow or hard and rough."
"Get away from me!" I yelled as I brought up a hand I was using to push him so I could slap him.
"Well I guess that answers my question." he said slapping me again.
"I was gonna take it easy on you but you're making things difficult." he said with nothing but anger and lust in his eyes as he grabbed me under my panties causing me to close my legs in a panic so he couldn't do anything.
"Please Brock I'm begging you don't do this to me."
"Shut up Ava now spread your legs." he said trying to pry them apart.
"No I won't let you do this to me." I said as I tried to keep them closed but it was no use he was too strong.
"Well I don't think you have a choice, you see I was gonna go easy on you but you're being such a bitch."
"Brock why are yo-"
"Stop talking ." he said covering my mouth as he slammed into me over and over again. All I could do was cry and wait for it to be over. After what felt like hours of him grunting and me sobbing he finally stopped. Once he caught his breath he pulled his pants up and left me there...he didn't even say anything he just left me there crying. After he left I got up fixed my skirt and hurried downstairs trying not to make eye contact with anyone.
"Ava you leaving already?" I heard Sammy ask as I walked to the front door.
"Umm yeah I'm just not feeling well I'll see you later Sammy." I said trying to fight back the tears.
"Are you sure you're okay? He asked as he lifted up my chin to look me in the eyes.
"Ava what the hell happened to you?" He asked as he examined my face.
"Nothing Sam I'm fine just please don't touch me." I said as I backed away from him.
"Ava are you sure you're okay?" He asked as he reached for my hand.
"Yes I'm fine Sam I just need to get home." I said as I pulled my hand away.
"Okay I'm sorry I'll come over tomorrow and check on you."
"Okay goodbye Sam."
"Goodbye Ava."
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When I got home I crawled into bed and cried myself to sleep. When I woke up I got in the shower to wash off the filth from last night and when I was all cleaned up I got in my sweatpants and a T-shirt I couldn't even look at myself in the mirror l kept having flashbacks of what Brock did to me I felt useless and disgusting. When I was dressed I went back to bed to lay down until I heard the doorbell go off. When I got downstairs I opened the door to see Nate, Sam, and both of the Jacks on my front porch.
"Why are you guys here?" I asked not making eye contact with any of them.
"We were worried about you, you left so fast last night." Sammy replied.
"Can we please come in?" Nate asked I could see he was worried.
"Yeah sure. " I said moving out of the way so they could come inside.
"You want to go up to your room or do you want to stay down here?" Gilinsky asked.
"My rooms fine." I said as I walked ahead of them up the stairs.
"So why are you guys here?" I asked as I crawled back in bed and covered up with my blanket.
"We were worried about you." Johnson said.
"I'm fine." I said looking down at my hands.
"Well you don't seem fine." Nate said as he put his hand on my knee trying to comfort me.
"I'm fine just stop touching me." I said as I jumped out of bed away from him.
"What the hell is wrong with you, what happened last night?" Sam asked furrowing his eyebrows at my reaction.
"Nothing happened."
"It doesn't look like nothing what happened to your neck?" Gilinsky asked as he got up and walked towards me.
"It's nothing just don't come any closer please." I could see it pained him to see me act the way I was.
"Ava if someone hurt you tell us please we hate seeing you like this." Sam pleaded.
"I don't want to talk about it just drop it."
"No we are not dropping it." Nate said as he looked up at me from across the room.
"Ava you need to tell us what happened just let us help you." Johnson said with a pleading look in his eyes.
"Now tell us you can't just keep this stuff bottled up it's not good for you." Sam said.
"Fine you wanna know what happened? Brock raped me that's what happened he raped me and he left me there in a dark room all alone and now I'm more fucked up than I already was!" I yelled as I fell to the floor sobbing at the realization of last nights events.
"How did this happen?" I heard a teary eyed Nate ask.
"I was drunk and I was about to go home but then I realized that I never found Johnson when I first got there so I started asking around and no one knew where he was."
"You were looking for me?" Johnson asked.
"Yeah...I was just about to give up and go home until Brock said he had seen you upstairs and that he would take me to you so I followed him and he lead me to the room he said he saw you go into but you weren't there...the. He told me he lied so he could get me alone and then he choked me, he kept whispering all of these disgusting things and touching me so I spit on him and he slapped me...I begged him not to but he wouldn't stop. He raped me." I said crying even harder at this point.
"I'm going to kick his ass!" Gilinsky yelled.
"No just leave it alone I don't want you guys getting hurt."
"Ava he raped you we're not letting him get away with this!" Sam yelled in anger causing me to jump a little.
"Ava I'm so sorry..." Johnson said with pure guilt all over his face.
"This isn't your fault."
"It was my party."
"I'm the one that wore a short skirt....I'm the one that got drunk if anything it's my fault I shouldn't have gotten drunk and this wouldn't have happened." I said looking down at my hands.
"No this is not your fault this isn't anyone's fault but Brock's." Nate said with tears streaming down his face.
"I swear when I see him he's dead." Gilinsky said through clinched teeth.
"Jack please don't do anything stupid I don't want anyone getting hurt." I pleaded.
"Someone already is hurt Ava you." he said with pain clear in his voice.
"Please guys just leave it alone I'll be fine."
"You need to go to the cops." Sam said.
"No I'm not doing that."
"Ava please go to the cops." Nate begged.
"No it's embarrassing I didn't even want to tell you guys I feel like crap everything was taken from me last night I am not going to the cops."
"If you don't go to the cops he wins." Johnson said.
"He already won! Do you not get that he took everything from me last night my dignity, my self worth, and my virginity he won there is no point just get that through your thick skulls!" I yelled as I stood up and went to my bedroom door.
"Where the hell are you going?" Nate asked.
"I'm walking you guys out."
"Ava please just let us help you." Johnson begged.
"How are you going to help me?" I said as the tears streamed down my face.
"We'll figure something out just trust us." Johnson replied.
"I don't know what to do." I said looking up at him with tears in my eyes.
"Just let us worry about it you rest." Sammy said with a sympathetic look in his eyes.
"Don't look at me like that."
"Like what?" He asked.
"Like you feel sorry for me...the way you looked at me that day we skipped school."
"Sorry..."
"It's fine can you guys leave I want to be alone and clear my head before Amber gets here."
"Yeah we'll see you later." Nate said as he walked out of the room along with Johnson and Sammy.
"I'll come over tomorrow and check on you...if that's okay with you." Gilinsky said stopping in front of me.
"Yeah that's fine I'm staying home from school tomorrow so you can come over whenever."
"Okay I'll see you tomorrow then." He said as he walked out of the room.
"Goodbye Jack." I said as he walked away.
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I was asleep when I woke up to the sound of Amber's ringtone.
"Hello."
"Hey come open the door."
"Okay I'll be right down."
When I got out of bed I went downstairs to let Amber in.
"Hey...what the hell happened to you?!" She said I could see her facial expression go from excited to pissed off and concerned.
"Something happened at the party last night..." I replied I could feel the tears brimming in my eyes.
"What do you mean something happened?" She said as she led me to the couch to sit with her.
"Brock raped me." I said as the tears started to fall.
"Oh my goodness Ava are you alright?"
"I'm fine I just don't like being touched....Amber why did this happen to me?"
"I don't know Ava..."
"Just when things were going good this happens I was starting to become my old self again and now I don't even want to leave my house."
"Ava I promise that you will get through this you are the strongest person I know don't forget that." she said not breaking eye contact.
"Thank you I've missed your optimism we have so much to catch up on." I replied slightly smiling.
"Yeah we sure do. What's up with you and Jack?"
"Nothing we're friends." I replied rolling my eyes.
"Well do you like him?"
"I don't know he's a nice guy but I think I blew it anyways."
"How?"
"He told me he wanted to kiss me and I froze up."
"He told you he wanted to kiss you? How did that even get brought up?!" She asked with lots of enthusiasm.
"He came to see me one day and we were in my room and I was teasing him and as I went to turn around he grabbed my wrist and pulled me which caused me to land on him...we were so close our lips were touching but I didn't want to move I was scared, and then he told me he wanted to kiss me."
"Why didn't you kiss him?!"
"I was scared and nervous."
"What are you so afraid of?"
"I have so many walls up the thought of me actually letting someone in is terrifying I don't want to get hurt Amber."
"I understand you've been hurt in the past take you're time just don't push him too far away."
I have missed Amber so much I have been in need of advice...I'm glad she's back,
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Thanks for reading comment and vote please the next chapter will be in Gilinsky's point of view:)