Tommyinnit Angst/Fluff one shots

11. Replaced (AWFE)

This was my second story made but I forgot about it so I am making it the last chapter instead. The reason why I am saying this is because it might be cringy at the beginning. I also didn't do Trigger warnings before so I will do them now

Number of words: I'll tell you at the end and this is my longest one yet

Trigger Warning: Mentions of being drunk, Accidental child neglect, Mentions of abuse, Being ignored, Lots of mentions of mental abuse in Author notes...yeah uhhh just wait till you read it, and

Everyone has kept their distance from Tommy ever since Wilbur set off the bomb because they think that if such a nice boy were to go insane and blow up an entire area, then Tommy, who is easily manipulated and follows every command you give as long as you give them a false sense of security, is very dangerous

Although it is all Phil's fault why he is the way he is, Tommy is the one hurt both mentally and physically

And, no, Phil didn't cause much of the physical abuse he did to Tommy however he still caused Tommy to be alone and an easy victim to manipulation and bullying

Tommy has never complained once about the life that he has lived nor about the emotional and physical pain that has been brought to him just because his father never gave him love and only gave most of his attention to the eldest, minimum attention to the middle, and only gave attention to the youngest to get mad at him

Tommy is actually grateful for his life because he thinks that Phil is an amazing father for just letting him stay at the house because Tommy was "The reason she died" even though their mother died when Tommy was 4 and Tommy was being taken care by her the day she died

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Tommy's point of view*

I get off of the bed and see Wilburs guitar. I still love him even if he made my life worse. I would still love him if he had killed me. But I will never forgive myself for not being able to help him while he was slowly getting insane.

I walk up to the guitar and start playing something that randomly comes to my mind

"Why's everyone avoiding me
Is it because of my brother
Yes, he was a trouble maker
But that don't mean his life was perfect

He would never hurt someone who's innocent

He hurts those who hurt others

Why do I have to suffer
For the good acts that he made

I don't care if others think he hurt innocents
He believed they wronged so I believe him too

He died in one of his retaliations

(Holy shit I used that word right before searching it up)

He was insane at time

It's Father's fault. And mother wasn't home.

The eldest got the attention. He was the best and forever will be

Nobody believes me why should they I'm a child. No matter what I say.

I'm being replaced as son. I'm being replaced as a bestfriend. I'm being replaced as the second man.

Brother came back from the dead but still

He chose the forgetful one

He chose to help him.

Why do I have to deal with this shit