(FWAE) 4. Welcome to depression

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Sooo I made a parody of Welcome to wonderland called welcome to depression and it is the ENTIRE song so I am proud of myself well people here only care bout the story so background information

Tommy is streaming with his closet open and someone asks if he can go through it so he asked the other ones in the VC if he should and they say yes

He comes across a box and opens it forgetting what he has in there

Also this has a mention of suicide and I recommend you go to YouTube and put on welcome to wonderland then either have it on split screen or pop up view

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Tommy's point of view*

I am streaming with Wilbur, Tubbo, Ranboo, Dream, Gogy, Sapnap, Techno, Niki, and Philza

We are all telling stories about our love life...

"So 'wIfE hAvEr' aren't you going to tell us a story" As Wilbur said that I froze

"O-oh I have nothing interesting to share!"

"Really? So many girlfriends and you have no interesting stories" Techno said trying to push my buttons

"Yup" I said as a reply

"OH I have an idea! How about you go through your closet, you have to have something interesting there!!!" Tubbo said it so happily that it was hard not to say yes

"Is it okay with you guys because it might take a while" everybody said yes and I looked at chat and everyone was so excited

"OKAY! Closet time" I get off of my chair and go to my closet

Time skip

I go through stuff and it's normal things. Stuff like photos of when I was younger or merch that my friends send me

Everything was good until I saw a box

I remembered it but not really. I was curious and grabbed it "HEY LOOK! I have a box that I forgot was in here"

I chuckle and start opening it

As soon as I open it I felt like I was going to cry and I stayed silent

"Yo Tommy, you still there?" Dream said

"Mhm" I said really sadly

"You sure?" Gogy asked

I take a shake deep breath and decide that I should tell them

"Look, I...I..I am going to tell you this. Five years ago I started to go into therapy because I was depressed. 2 years later I made the nicest and kindest friend I ever had and they were also depressed and I had explained depression to them in a song so they wouldn't be so sad"

I take a deep breathe and count to sixteen then I start singing

"Welcome to depression
We've got it all
Video games and fake friends that are shit
Making you stay up in your room feeling alone

Welcome to depression
How do you do
All alone knowing there's no one for you
Magical cuts appear on your arm and multiply

Talking happily like you've never been betrayed
Laughing everything off
Everyone here has experience
Oh, depression, I know

Welcome to depression
I'll be the one
Telling the difference between feelings
Go ahead with 'friends' or we could learn the full truth

Welcome to depression
What will you do
Everybody has their own coping method
You can do whatever you want to do
It's your choice

It'll feel like a dream that you'll always love
Laugh and be fake all you want
But everyone here will always know
You are just lonely

No one around here will ever
Judge you
Not sure if there's a heaven or a void
If you commit
Everyone will miss you

Please don't...leave me

If you want to leave let's make memories
I want you to have friends

Now that you left me I have nothing to love
Oh, my true love, I miss"

I fall to my knees and break out crying and hugging the suicide note that my lover gave me it read

"This is a goodbye. I wish I were there for you but I want to find out if there really is a heaven or if it's just a black void and when I find out I wish I would be able to tell you but I can't

If there is a heaven I will watch over you until you die and I hope your life gets better. I want you to pursue your dream of playing as a gamer and I know we have only known each other for a year but I love you and I don't think my heart could be broken once more

I love you and I forever will. Maybe in heaven we will be able to find peace and you can tell me about your life

And if you were to have a lover I will not hold it against you but just know I would still love you no matter what"

"I-I-I will never find someone new" I say as I cry even harder

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Imma be evil and end it here mainly because I have no more ideas and I just love how it is really really sad and did you like the parody?

Also I didn't lie. The song didn't make me cry it was the note

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