20 - Agosto - 2021

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Me ahogo en un mar de tareas y los "family issues" no ayudan.

¿Por qué les es tan difícil a los padres comportarse como adultos maduros?

El año pasado mis padres se divorciaron (no en buenos términos) y bueno... aquí estamos mis hermanos y yo en el medio (aunque ellos ya son mayores de edad, así que más que nada yo).

"There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III
No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me"
Crazy - Simple Plan

"And do you think I'm wasting my time?
Doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you dissaprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just wanna make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
Can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me

Can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright"
Perfect - Simple Plan

"I think I need help
'Cause I'm drowning in myself
It's sinking in
I can't pretend that I ain't been through hell
I think I need help
I'm drowning in myself"
Help - Papa Roach

"Everybody says they're fine
But I know we're not alright
It's always darknest just before the light
I know your silence is a deadly sound
It's never easy when you're breaking down"
Come around - Papa Roach

"I don't like my mind right now
Stucking up with problems that are so unnecessary

Wish that I could slow things down
I wanna let go, but there's comfort in the panic

And I drive myself crazy thinking everything's about me
Yeah, I drive myself crazy
'Cause I can't scape the gravity

I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
There's so much more than I can carry

I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd me set free

You say that I'm paranoid
But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me

It's not like I make the choice
To let my mind stay so fucking messy

I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same"
Heavy - Linkin Park & Kiiara

"Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

Every step that I take is another mistake to you
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you

And I know I may end up failing too
But I know you were just like me
With someone dissapointed in you"
Numb - Linkin Park

"Go ahead and cry little girl
Nobody does it like you do
I know how much it matters to you
I know that you got daddy issues"
Daddy issues - The Neighbourhood

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