Wanting You Back

chapter 15

One month later

Avalon's pov

Things have been going easy and the day is getting closer making me struggle a lot.

"How you doing?"i look at him as he gets inside.

"A little bit...."i say as i rest my hand on my tummy.

"When are you going to give birth?"he asks and i look at him.

"Getting closer..."I say and he chuckle which was scary....

"Stand up.....we are moving from here"he says and I felt like he was hiding something.

I get up and follow him out and two other man's follow me like I would escape....well I am actually good at escaping....even thought I am a scared....

I walk in a van and sit down when he order me to.

"Where are we going to?"I ask and he ignore me as he continues looking out.

"W-"he cuts me off as he lift the gun to my forehead.

"Say another fucking word I will kill you"he yells and I put the gun down with shaky hands since he was serious when he said that...

"Sorry"I say and he roll his eyes.

Seriously what's wrong with this guy?...he is super annoying....

I kept quiet all the way as they put me in a black van, near the window.

I look out and on the way as they were driving I see ashton and which shocked me was he had dark red circles around his eyes.

Ashton.....did he sleep a wink?....

I felt others in the van look at me making me look away from the window.

"Your crazy brother huh?....."he asks and I make a face at him.

"Don't say that!"I say and he chuckle.

"If you have known he overhead what I said ..... He went and told Jay.... And that's the reason why we are moving from the place..."he says and I felt happy on hearing that Jay was finding me.

I hope he comes and get me soon.....

I stay silent and look out the window some kind of sad.

It's been long since I never saw ashton, mom,dad, chole and people......this is sad....

I look down at my long nails which has growing longer day by day....

It's annoying to see long nails...!

The van stops making me look out and see that we are staying in front of a dark house.

He hold my arm and literally drag me inside.

I look at the rusty stairs case and felt like if i step on it I would fall....

I look down at the brown, dried up leafs and it was dusty.

"Let me show you your room"he says and I make a face.

"Yuck..."I say and he ignores as he continues walking.

"Your room is clean though...."he says opening and I walk in and he follows behind.

I look at the windows which was showing off the view Nicely.

"Just try not to jump off from the window....it's high enough for you to die"he says and I look out to see that he is right.

"I am not planning to escape....I believe jay would find me sooner or later"I tell him and he lets out a chuckle.

"Will see about it...."he says and walks out leaving me in the room of comfort.

I lay on the soft bed and look up the ceiling.

Laying on the bed reminded me of laying with Jay.....god. I am really crazy over him. I just cannot let go off him.

' "jay.."I call him and he looks at me and give a smile. "You have been staring too much do not you think?"I ask and he looks around the dancing people before he leans in.

"You're so patient.... especially since, you wait for me deep inside to do something" he says and I felt my cheeks heat up.

"Boss, everyone wants you to cut the cake since, everything happened because of you" I look at one of his worker as he approached us and then walk away.

I fix my gaze back at jay as he smiled.

"We can go and hope soon after that I go to fullfil what you have been waiting for, love"he whisper in my ear making shiver run through my whole body.

He cup my face and smile at me.

"Let's go"he says and peck my lips and I nod as I got down and gulp down my drink and hook my hand in his.

We walk to the table and I tried to unhook my hands from his but he hold me in place.

"Calm down Ava.... you're my wife and this happened because of your great help too"he tells me and I felt happy and nervous at the same time since I didn't know what exactly was going in his drunk head.

He soon cut the cake and firstly feed it to me and then to my brother and family.

"Take care of everything bro...I am going before I get bad in the head"jay says to one of the office person and he nods. "Let's go"he says and hook my arm in his and drag me out and get into the car.

"Tonight would be 'our' special night...."he says and cup my face and look over at the driver who was driving. "I got drunk just for this....I didn't want my nerves sending pains and specially not to feel that pain to strike...."he says making me heat up as I got his point.

"No way...."I say and he chuckle as he hug me closer to him.

"Yes way.."he says and I couldn't actually believe it....

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"Ava...."he moan and I was too drunk to even do anything but I clearly knew what he was doing.

A painful scream left my mouth as I tried holding.

In. In. I can hear the hoarseness of his breathing in my ear, felt the faint sheen of his sweat against my skin.

My body moved, propelled by the urgency of his.

My fists closed around two handful of quilts and I tried not to cry out.

I closed shut my eyes and dreamed on something good like, as I walked....the sun was shining up above me as my hand was hooked into his, birds chipped as we walks and Autumn leafs fell over us as we walked. Then, we stopped and he pull me into him and press his lips on mine, not bothering the public.

When everything felt slow and okay, I open my eyes and look at him as he smirked.

"It felt...."he trails and come back and lay on my naked body and raise the bedsheets up on us. "Great"he finished and burry his face on my neck and hugged my naked body and stay like that not even bothering to let go.

I hug his head as tears silently fall. "Thank you..."I say and he places a kiss on my neck as a answer and I couldn't felt more happy than that one day.....

It was what I wanted and he gave me what I wanted.... '

I open my eyes and place my hand on my tummy.

"And I got pregnant" I murmured as i sit up.

I wish he didn't divorce me...so that we do not have to marry each other again....

Can we ever get married again?....

Man....our life is so messed up...

I take in a deep breath and breath it out and keep repeating as I lay back down looking up at the ceiling.

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