Wanting You Back

chapter 32

Avalon

"Av"he called after my brother left and I walked there and looked at him who looked down at me. "Wanna go out?.."he asked and I shook my head. "Please?...I promise to keep you safe.."he says and I thought.

"You have work"I say and he nodded.

"I know and someone very dear to me is handling it...let's just enjoy ourselves.. please?"he asked and I once again thought about it before replying.

"Fine. But you need to stay close to me"I say and he smiled.

"Of course. Let's get on going..." he says and rested a hand on my back as he guided us upstairs.

I carried cole once we got in out bedroom and looked at his clothes which was already changed.

"Surprise. We have to only be changed"he says carrying cole and giving him a kiss before handing him to his body guard and before I did say anything. Jay already told the guard to take him to his room making me give him a look at he walked to his closet.

I got in behind him and looked around.

"So many drawers"I tell him and he looks at me.

"Yeah. You should see inside...this one is for you"he says opening the first drawer to the door and I looked at the many kind of rings, bracelets, necklace and earrings, making me gasp.

"Wow..."I say and he smirked.

"I knew you'll love that"he says and I nodded.

"I do...but, what's In this drawer?"I asked.

"It's just some watches"he says and I looked at the drawer which was filled with ten watches in a box which was amusing.

"This drawer is filled with sock, this... With your, you know.. , this with.. mine, this are where all the protection are... And yeah, here are the boots"he showed me the drawers.

"I'm going to wear a peach-ish watch"he says and I looked at him who took it and brought it closer to some floral dress.

"Is that dress mine?"I asked and he nodded.

"Yeah. Go take a shower and wear these"he says and I nodded taking my towel as he handed it over.

"Thank you"I say and he looks at me confused.

"Why?"

"For helping me get cole ready and for trying to make me happy"I say knowing it clearly, making him cup my face which made me start to feel nervous.

"I can go to any limit to keep you happy av. I'll make sure you get the whole universe if I could"he says and I trailed my eyes down to his pinkish lips which I once loved sucking on.

I was wishing that he kissed me but, he was talking non-stop about what to wear to match with me.

Well guys, sebastian is a jerk.

He did tell me that he will not let me go but what happened?...Why did he run to tif–

I grabbed jays arm and turned him to face me making him look at me confused.

I cupped his face and crashed my lips against his without giving him time to ask a question nor time to get ready for this.

He held onto my face as he pulled away without kissing back.

"Calm down...are you okay?"he asked and I nodded feeling embarrassed of what I just did. "It you want to kiss me. Kiss me with a lot of emotions av in l..."he says and brushed his lips against mine making my eyes shut.

I thought about sebastian as I began to kiss him and then, I bite his lips as I was breathless.

Why did he do this to me... Wasn't I not good at something I did?...

I pulled away and opened my eyes to look at his lips which was bleeding and he opened his eyes to look at me with crystal tears in them and I suppose it's from the biting I gave him.

"I'm so sorry. Just make me love you again, Jay. I need to get sebastian off my mind... Just do whatever you want to me"I literally begged him and he looks into my eyes.

"I-"he couldn't say anything which I nodded.

"Is okay... Do whatever you want..."I tell him before walking my way out of the closet so done with sebastian.

By the way... I just kissed jay and it felt the same as kissing sebastian.

Jay

I know she is feeling bad about sebastian forgetting about her at the moment where tiffany got shot and she don't want to tell me so much about what's going on her mind.

All I know is that, they did a lot to make her shatter so much which I can't even fix nor will he fix if he tried to.

He's such an ass, I knew it from the first day.

But, I kept silent.

Neither do I look at him nor talk to him when he came to my office today just because of what he did.

I looked at avalon who got out in her bathrobe and I missed her so much which I walked my way and without looking at her, I walked my way in the bathroom and took off my clothes before I got under the shower.

I don't know what to say but... tiffany has messed us up a lot and now is after the guy avalon once loved.

What's her damn problem?...

"Wasting water is not good"I looked at avalon who was about to off the shower, making me hold onto her and bring her in for a hug under the shower I was sitting.

I felt her relaxed as she hugged me back which made me sigh a relief and rest my head on one of her shoulder and peck the soft skin before pulling away and cupping her face.

"You don't deserve guys like us, avalon... I did a very big mistake and I know past can't wait be erased. I'm sorry for doing such big, bi–"

"It's fine. You did beg me for forgiveness and you even told me that you love me many times....do you still truly love me the same or is it a play?"she suspected me making me place a soft kiss on the tip of her nose.

"Not a play. It's all true" I say and looked at her bathrobe which was soaking in cold water. "Oops. Double shower"I say and she groaned and tried to get up but no. She Couldn't because, I held her tightly which she hugged me and never pulled away.

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