Wanting You Back

chapter 33

Avalon

I've never seen this side of jay.

I can see that he is trying to change his ways in life.

Right now, I was looking at him who was looking into my eyes with so much mixed emotions.

He looked hurt like he is going to the pain I'm going through, which actually gave me strength to know that he is always with me.

He was. But he was invisible because I was blinded by sebastian.

All this wouldn't have happened if I didn't go with sweet talks with sebastian.

I took in a deep breath as I let out a moan underneath jay making a smirk appear to his mouth.

"Jay..."I called out making him stop Everything he was doing and press himself against me to help himself breathe as he was tired.

I don't know how many minutes went by but, I felt like it was a second.

"Thank you"I say and he planted a deep kiss on my cheek before planting one on my forehead making me bite his jawline so hard making him flinch and get up.

"What the fuck ava!?"he says in pain and I giggled sitting up naked not even embarrassed because it was the same guy who have already seen Everything and neither him was new to me. Nothing in him has changed except the part where he had tattoos.

"You want me to bite more?"I asked resting a hand against his abs.

"If you want....give me hickey's"he says and winked before getting off the bed and walking to the bathroom.

I got off from bed and wore my undergarments and walked to the closest to take my dress.

Once I wore it. I looked at my curves which was exposed since the neck of the dress was straight, shoulder off and it was fit from my waist and ended loosely like a skirt to the middle of my thighs.

I liked the dress.

I looked down and the peach colour sneakers to match with my dress.

O.m.g. how much I missed fashion.

"Wear any bracelet you want"he says making me look at him who wore his black pants and was beginning to tuck his black shirt underneath his pants.

I just opened the drawer and decided to wear a bracelet which was cute on my left wrist and I took a necklace which had one single red diamond making me look back at him.

"Help me"I say and he stopped wearing his tie and came and helped me.

I felt his eyes on the back of my skin as he helped me.

Once he was done, I walked to the mirror and brought a chair Infront of it before taking a comb and brushing my hair as I dried to get it straightened.

I looked up at him who was looking at me as he was wearing his peach tie.

I wonder where he is taking me to.

I looked back in the mirror as I straightened my bangs.

Once I was done. I put black clips on both side of my bangs to keep them off my face before I wore my gold hoop rings and took a red-ish lipstick and applying it.

I did a simple eyeliner and wanted to look more simple before I got up and looked at him who wore his black coat and is now making his hair using gel which smelled like strawberry.

"I'm going to pick up cole"I tell him before I walked my way out.

I walked in coles room and look at him who was laying and having a soft toy.

I carried him and pecked his cheeks after I looked at the peach colour blank top he was wearing which was tucked under the black pants he wore.

Jay has done a well job as a father.

I took in his lavender scent and walked out with him to come face to face with Jay.

I gave him a smile making him give one back at me.

"How do you like this?"he asked and I just gave a smile.

He is doing a lot and putting more effort than I expected to make up with me.

"Lets go..."he says placing a hand behind my naked skin and guiding me downstairs.

"Jay....I forgot my phone and baby's stuffs"I say making him smirk.

"Don't worry. I have your phone with me and baby's stuffs are already in the car"he pecked the side of my head making me sigh a relief.

I looked at the black car which was parked in front and jay guided me towards the passenger seat and opened the door for me which I carefully sat in.

I looked at him who got in the driver's seat after taking the key from the driver and took off his way out from the gates while me and cole enjoyed watching out.

Once he drove so far. I looked out at where he had brought us.

"Why this forest?"I asked.

"It's not a forest. This is a picnic area"he says getting out and helped me get out.

"Oh please. Picnic?..I haven't p-"

"I did. Order"he says taking a basket from the back seat and passed me coles bag and shut the door and locked the car which was on a zone before he walked and came upto me.

"Let's go"he says and began to guide me.

Once he came to where the place was. I looked around the place which had little wealthy people as they had fun with their families far away from where we was.

I looked at the place he taken which was decorated with rose and a black blanket was in the middle.

I looked at him who kept the basket down and carried cole and pecked his cheek before he kept him on the blanket making him lay to his tummy and grab the first toy he could grab.

I just smiled as I went and sat on next to him and behind me came jay and sat and made cole sit up as he held him.

I looked at the father son moment which was cute.

Cole laughed when jay lightly placed a kiss on his nose and I didn't know someone was taking pictures behind me making me look at him confused.

"Hi. I'm Nick, his b.s.f"he says and I looked at him who pecked coles cheek making him hold his face and try biting his chin but of course. Cole doesn't yet have any teeths.

"I forgot to tell you. I called Nick as a photographer to click our family picture"he says and Nick nodded.

"Go on. Sit in front of jay and carry cole"he says and I had to do it for coles shake.

At least it makes memories.

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Oh hell. This book is so twisted 💀
But I'm loving the drama-ma-ma 👍🏻