Our Eternal Love

IT'S ALL MESSED UP

CALVIN'S POV

I reached Sophia's apartment to get my closure. I would never forgive her if what I think it's true. I knocked at her place only to find Emma opening the door.

"Where's Sophia? I asked."

"Hey. I don't know. She had an off day from work, maybe at her uni then." Emma smiled at me. While I was in no mood to play nice.

"Haven't you talked to her?" I asked.

"Haven't you talked to her?" Emma was little annoyed.

"Honestly Calvin I don't know what has happened between you two. She hasn't told me yet but I can see how stressed she is. And you need to sought it out." Emma pulled a stern face.

"You don't anything." With that I stormed out and drove back to my apartment.

I reached back my apartment with all those heart wrenching thoughts and when I unlocked the door there she was. What the hell? My heart skipped a beat. Or maybe two. I wanted to kiss her and hold her tightly in my arms. But I can't.

"Calvin." She screamed out my name, while running towards me.

She hugged me tightly. But I couldn't. With all that she had done I didn't even wanna touch her.

"Sophia." I pushed her back for me.

"What happened, Calvin? What did I do to deserve this? You, not talking to me , ignoring me." Sophia pleaded.

"What did you do? After all those lies? You're asking me?" At this point I noticed a band aid on corner of her forehead. But I was too angry to pay heed. Even when all I wanted to do was place kisses on her head.

"CALVIN, I didn't lie to you." I wanna believe her so much. But she fed me fucking lies. And for how long?

"Oh yeah? Where were you when you told me Emma was gonna pick you up? Because as far as I know Emma was out there fucking Michele." I couldn't get a hold of myself. And why should I?

"Calvin, you got it all wrong." Sophia started crying for out loud.

"You know what, you don't get to cry. Because I'm the one being lied to. I'm the one got his heart broken into a thousand fucking pieces."

"Calvin , hear me out. For once. Please. I beg you."

"Sophia don't. I know what you're gonna say. So for a change speak truth. Tell me who have you been meeting, while lying to me. Or should I say fucking?"

"Fuck you, Calvin." Sophia cane closer and slapped the shit out of me.

"How can you say that? After all this time there's no trust between us. I'm the one who trusted you completely. You never did. In fact you're the one with a past that just involves fucking girls. I've never dated a guy."

"And now I'm not even sure I wanna tell you the reason. But you know what just because you put that shit on me. I want to clear myself. So listen. And this is not a fucking lie. I had to work overtime that night and I knew that earlier that day you were swamped with all the meetings and stuff and then you told me Liam left, so I didn't wanna call you all the way from your apartment just to pick me up. Because I know how tired you were. I know how much you hate Early morning meetings because you're not most active at that time and that it makes you drowsy for the whole day. So I wanted you to take rest and not worry of picking me up."

"What, really?" Pangs of guilt and shock travelled through my whole body.

"And if you don't believe me you can ask that girl willa who I walked back home with. Because the can wasn't available from there. And if you don't believe me now, you can check the camers footage recording few streets from my home where that girl Willa and I were mugged. I've everything to prove I didn't lie to you because I was meeting someone." Sophia blurted out.

What have I done. Fuck me. Shit. No.

"Sophia, I really don't know what to say. I don't know what have I done. When michele told me that night Emma was with her, all I could think of the lie you told me." Tears rolled down. My face changed colours.

"You don't trust me Calvin. And I don't think I can cope from that. You put allegations when you knew how much I love you. I can leave this fucking world behind for you. That's how much you mean to me." Sophia was crying out loud.

"Sophia, I'm sorry. You're the only thing in my life that was and is real. I can't imagine you leaving me for someone I'll die baby." I walked close to her. I moved my arms to hold her waist. But she moved away.

"I need time Calvin. I don't think I can handle this right now. You have broken me Calvin. I was going to tell you every thing next morning that I lied to you and bring mugged but clearly you were on another trip." Sophia said.

"Don't do that Sophia. Don't leave me. Please. I'm sorry for being this over possessive guy. I'm trying to change but my insecurities don't let me. I'm really really sorry. Please don't leave me.

"Stop, Calvin . I'm not leaving you but I can't do this right now. I need time."

"Then, why does it feel like you're leaving me?"

"I don't know Calvin. But I can't stay here right now. I'm hurt. You hurt me badly this time."

"I'm really sorry. I fucked up. I know I did. Big time. But please just for once see it from my side. The way I got to know that you lied to me I just couldn't think straight. And with all this time we spend apart took a strain on me. I'm sorry Sophia. Tell me how can I fix this? I will do anything for us. And you know that."

"Calvin, your words are not ringing in my ear. Because I all I can think of those mean things you just said to me. So Please give some time. I can't deal with you right now." Sophia spoke.

"Got it. But please let me drive you home. Please" I pleaded to her.

"Calvin I want to walk home. Please."

"Sophia, let me. I know I've let you down but please. I will not talk. Just drive you back home."

"Fine."

Woah. Sophia's very angry on Calvin. Well it's kind of justified. Calvin said a lot of mean things to Sophia. Tell me what do you think about this chapter. Are they gonna break up or Calvin will make up for it? Please like share and comment ❤️