Red Love (Kuroko no Basuke: Akashi Seijuro Fanfiction)

Chapter 21

Ai's Pov 

It has been a couple months already. Since I had left him. Since I left his side even though I promised to not leave him. I looked down at my growing belly. It was much bigger than before. I'm already at four months into my pregnancy. The morning sicknesses started to die down and I was mostly getting back aches and food cravings very often. 

I have been talking to Akashi once in awhile when I was lonely. Pretending to be someone else who did not exist. 

During this time, I had formed a bond with Amaya. I learned that she was a very kind person and she also ran away from her parents when she was around my age which lead her to work for the Akashi household. She understood how I felt at the moment and I appreciated that. 

I was really missing Akashi. I wanted to touch him. The feeling of warmth when he gently touches my hair. Everything he did. The sweet things. 

I missed them. 

I laid on my bed with my phone on my hand. I was debating on whether to text Akashi or not. I really wanted to call him. I wanted to hear his voice, but that would just give everything away. He would certainly recognize my voice. 

I wanted to cry, but I had to be strong for me and our baby. 

I slowly closed my eyes wanting to fall asleep. 

I wanted to sleep for an eternity. 

My eyes shot open when I felt a vibration on my hand. I had gotten a text from someone. I moved my phone toward my eyes and my eyes widened. 

Akashi: I agreed to the marriage with Suki. 

Tears threatened to fall. 

Time stopped. 

I slowly closed my eyes. 

The tears fell. 

Time went on. 

Here I am in pain,

Will always be in pain. 

Me: Are you sure about this Akashi? 

I sent and I hugged my knees while I sobbed into my arms. The tears wouldn't stop coming out. It was an endless parade of tears coming from my eyes. 

Akashi: It's useless! I've tried to look for her nonstop, but I can't find her! I just want to kill myself right now.. I just want to give up even though there will always be a feeling of pain in my heart. I feel so pitiful right now.. I just want her to be by my side again.. 

I stared at his text for awhile. Thoughts ran through my head. 

What will happen to us?

Is this the end? 

Will I ever see you again? 

I want us to be a happy family, but there is an obstacle in our way. 

Me: Maybe Ai has her reasons. Reasons why she had disappeared. 

Akashi: What reasons?! Why would she leave me..? 

Me: I'll let you decide that for yourself. She could be by your side right now in some way. You never know. 

After that, Akashi had not texted me at all. Hours had passed and I didn't know what he was doing. I was just hoping that he was okay. 

I stared down at my buldging belly. I put a hand on it and smiled as more tears fell. 

"I'm sorry that mommy is pathetic.." 

Akashi's Pov 

I sat on the floor in my room near the couch. I had a bottle of liquor in my hand and smiled painfully. I knew that I was drinking underaged, but I didn't care. I needed something that took my pain away. 

I drank more of it and felt it burn down my throat. 

I looked at the door as I heard light knocks hit against the door. 

"Akashi." 

It was her. My fiancee. The girl who I didn't love. 

The door slowly opened to reveal her, but all I could see was Ai. The love of my life. I smiled a crooked  smile, "Ai, it's you.." 

She gave me a confused expression. I wondered why she was confused. There was nothing to be confused about. 

"Akashi! I'm Suki not Ai!" She yelled at me. I was confused. Why was she calling herself Suki. She huffed and sat beside me. "We need to discuss things about our wedding." She said as she opened a book in her hand. 

"Which type of wedding dress should I wear?" She asked. I just stared at her. She noticed that I wasn't responding to her question, so she looked at me. I gave another crooked smile and gripped her chin and pulled her close to my lips. 

Our lips finally made contact with hers. Her lips felt different. It was too different. I pulled away from her, "You look beautiful in any dress, Ai." 

Then I felt a hard slap against my cheek.

Blood was dripping. 

"I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU!" I looked at her and tears were in her eyes. She ran out the door while slamming the door behind her. 

Oh yeah. 

You're gone. 

I slowly laughed to myself. 

I was going insane without her. 

Where are you my dear?

I need you. 

Can you see me right now?

I'm going insane. 

I slowly closed my eyes as liquor went down my throat. I was in the dark. It was how I felt. I felt dark inside. It was cold. Very cold. 

I soon felt warmth on me. I slowly opened my eyes and saw a ray of sunlight coming through the closed curtains. I put out a hand to where the sunlight was. I felt it's warmth touch me. 

It felt like her.

I smiled painfully once again remembering the memories. 

The sweet memories. 

That we once had. 

Will we be able to have them again? 

I felt a wet feeling on my cheek. 

It was flowing from my eyes. 

It wouldn't stop. 

It was an endless parade of tears. 

"I'm so pitiful..." 

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OMG AKASHI CRYING TT^TT So many sad chapters like I'm sorry .__. BUT GOOD NEWS IS THAT I'M GETTING ANOTHER DOG! A ROTTWEILER LIKE WHAT A BADASS DOG LOL CX 

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