Chapter 7

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Ai's Pov 

It was a Saturday so there was no school. Thank goodness, because I feel so lazy today. I was laying on my bed. Suddenly, my phone dinged. I picked it up from the table beside my bed. I opened my phone and it said that I got a text from a random number. I opened it. 

"Ai-chan! It's Haru! I got your number from Ayami so don't think I stalked you or anything. o_o Well I need to talk to you, so why don't you meet me at Maji Burger at 11am or so. Well see you there! ^_^" It read. 

I sighed and continued to lay on my bed for a bit, because I was so tired. Not just physically, but mentally too. I was so tired of all this drama. I just needed a break for a bit. A break from all this sh*t. 

I slowly closed my eyes. I stayed like that for a good ten minutes just thinking about my life.

Why was I even born into this world? 

My parents don't even love me.

I was just a mistake.

I should of never happened.

I'm the reason why they're always arguing. 

If I was gone, they would be free.

But I'm here. 

Why do I look like Suki?

Why couldn't I not have looked like Suki?

I would have not been stuck in this situation. 

Akashi doesn't even love me.

He loves Suki and that won't change.

One question.

Why does no one love me? 

My thoughts were interrupted when I heard another ding come from my phone. I huffed and grabbed my phone that was beside me. I opened it. It was from Haru again.

"Hey! Where are you at? I'm already here. Hurry!" I sighed.

"I'm on my way. Hold on." I sent. 

 I got up from my bed. I was wearing grey sweats and a black hoodie. My hair was in a messy bun. I just didn't care anymore. I slipped on my black converse. I looked in the mirror. I seriously looked like a depressed girl that just had gotten dumped by her boyfriend. 

I had no makeup on. I was going to put on some makeup to look at least some what decent, but I changed my mind because that will just make Haru wait even longer. I grabbed my phone and headphones. I started to listen to 'Tokyo Eki by mikitoP ft. Natsushiro Takaaki Utaite' Music soothed my soul. 

I started to walk to Maji Burger. I was getting weird looks from people, because I looked like crap. That was exactly how I felt. Crap. 

But I didn't give a f*ck. 

I soon arrived at Maji Burger. I saw Haru through the window. She was sitting there while on her phone. She was tapping on it. Soon, I got another text. It was from Haru.

"Are you coming or not?" 

I walked inside. 

I walked over to her table. My hands were in the pockets of my hoodie. She looked up from her phone and looked up to me. Her eyes widened. "AHHH!!" She screamed in horror. I pulled out my chair and sat on it. 

"What happened Ai-chan?!" 

Sh*t happened. 

"Nothing." I said plainly. "Just tired."

She sighed. "Well I wanted to talk to you about.." She paused. Let me guess, Akashi. 

"Akashi.." She finished her sentence. I lowered the volume on my phone, so I could hear her better. "What is it that you want to talk about him?" I asked. She looked straight into my dead eyes. "How is it  with Akashi?" She asked. I looked up at the ceiling and back at her. 

"It's okay.." I replied. She raised one of her eyebrows. "Is it really?" She asked in a serious tone. I looked down at the table. "Okay, it feels like sh*t that he doesn't really know who I am, but at least I get to be with the person I love. Even if I have to pretend to be someone else." 

Haru gave me a pitiful look. "I'm so sorry.. It's just that Suki would be very happy if Akashi found someone who he loved." I raised one of my eyebrows.

"What do you mean by, if he found someone who he loved?" 

Haru's eyes widened. I heard her curse under her breath. "Haru." I said in a serious tone. She pressed her lips together. "I wasn't suppose to tell anyone.."

"Tell anyone what?"

She looked me straight in the eyes. "The truth is..." 

I gestured for her to continue. "Suki. She and Akashi had an arranged marriage." 

"It seems that you have moved." (Flashback to Chapter 1) 

Suki was from a rich family... 

"Akashi did not like her at all. Suki was in love with him very deeply. Akashi always ignored her when they were alone together. Those pictures I showed you of them, those were all fake to Akashi. Those were just for publicity and for the school to think that they were the 'ideal couple'. Suki was very depressed at the time. The car accident never happened. It was actually suicide. She.. She.." Haru started to tear up. 

"She suffocated herself in her room.. Akashi.. Once he found out. He blamed himself. Then he thought that he loved her. I don't think he loves her. He is just blind with guilt in his mind. That's why he is acting like this." 

My eyes widened. I couldn't speak. The song kept on playing. It was on repeat. Haru was wiping her tears from her eyes. 

"I just don't know how to help Akashi, but just this way."

I looked up to Haru. "When can I reveal the truth?" I asked. Her eyes widened. She sighed. "That's what I don't know. When he realizes he does not love Suki. It just depended on the matter of time.." I stood up from my seat. "I need to go." I said. 

"Wait, Ai-chan! What are you going to do?" Haru asked while grabbing my shoulder. 

"To help Akashi." 

I said and walked out the door. I ran back to my house. 

Why?

Why do I feel...

So relieved? 

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Sorry for not updating in like forever! >.< School is a b*tch. Seriously. Well you should listen to the song I mentioned in the story! Tokyo Eki sung by mikitoP ft. Natsushiro Takaaki Utaite. It is an amazing song. Please vote and comment!

I hope you enjoyed the chapter!

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