Shouldn't Love You

3 - A beanie

September 10th, 2021

Text Messages

Do you ever want to meet in person?

It wouldn't be the worst thing. Why?

Because I want to know what you look like, what you sound like and weirdly enough what you smell like.

Yeah that definitely is weird

Do you wonder those things about me?

Honestly no. I don't really care.

What do you care about?

Honestly nothing

So you're emo? Does that come with black clothes and a beanie

A beanie

A beanie?

Yes

And what does that beanie look like

Don't push it

Why not?

Because

Because???

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Stop. Because I don't want to talk about myself.

You don't want to or you don't know how to

Both.

Hmm... okay then. Well would you mind if I talked about me? I mean you do want to know more about me, right?

I literally never said that?

Okay first of all... I'm a lesbian, can you tell me tour sexuality?

Why?

Because as a queer person I want to make sure I'm in love with the right person, you know? The system could've fucked me over. So... can I know your pronouns and sexuality?

Hmmm

Can I know them, please?

I'm a girl so she/her and I'm unfortunately bisexual

Why is that unfortunate?

Because I hate people man and woman so why am I attracted to both? Makes no sense

I think you like people more than you're letting on

No I hate all people, especially you.

Why?

Because you're annoying

But you love it

I literally have no choice but to.

And you love that ☺️

An emoji? Wow that certainly is different for us.

What else can be different for us? Anything in mind?

Hmm... it would definitely be different if we blocked each other!!

You know that's not how this works. The system doesn't allow it

Fuck the system

We've been talking for way longer than normal. That's different.

Ok not so different anymore.

Chapters with or without the times? Personally I like without, what about you?