Written In Our Flames

Feelings - Part 2

"Wait...What do you mean, not yet?"

"I'm not in love with you yet."

"You say that like..."

His hand drops from my face and rests on my shoulder. "Like I know I will? Because I do. I know  I'll fall in love with you."

I nod.

He moves on his side more, putting one arm around me and using the other for support. "If I can't just say it, can I prove it?"

He tilt my head. "Prove it?"

His eyes flick down and then back up and he kisses me. But this time it's different, more passionate. And I don't stop it. Even as his hands slide up my shirt and he leans his weight on my body. I make a complaint noise when he stops.

He breathes heavily, sort of panting. "Evelyn?"

"Hm?"

He doesn't answer, just sits up next to me. Slowly, I sit up too.

Puts his hands to his face, still breathing unevenly, and stares at my wall.

"Why'd you stop?"

He turns and looks at me. "I don't want to go to far."

"There is no 'too far'. Not right now." I pull my shirt off while he's still looking.

He blushes, but just faintly. 

"That's new." I smirk, "You're the one blushing."

I smiles and crawls on me, pushing me down. "You'll be blushing too soon." He gets up on his knees, still over me, and pulls his shirt off.

And he's right, I start blushing.

He leans back over and whispers, "Told you." 

I lift my head and kiss him but soon stop. "Wait..."

He makes a whimper noise, "Wait? We just got started."

I push him off and laugh when he hits the ground. "Sorry." I walk to my door and lock it, then I close the window and curtains.

"You stopped me just for that?" He stands up.

I nod and get back in bed.

"Ev..." He gets on top of me again, one leg at a time.

"Yeah?"

"I'm gonna hurt you." He grabs my wrists and pins them above my head in an aggressive way.

"Do it." I whisper as he starts to kiss my neck.

He moves his hands down and grabs on to my waist, squeezing me. I lift my hips up and push them into him, teasing. He moans, soft and quiet. My face gets hot and I look away, relaxing again. He chuckles into my collarbone.

I move my hands to his belt and pull it off as he unbuttons my pants. Soon enough were both naked, staring into each other's eyes. 

He grabs my hands and holds me down. "May I?" He whispers.

"Please do."