Mystifying the Captain (Steve X OC)

Chapter 12 - Unstable force

TW: NSFW

(Cassia POV)

I feel...

I feel the same, but different. I can feel more emotions around me than before. I can sense it, it's like breathing clean air when it rolls towards me. Thor helps me stand. I stare at him for a moment and feel his desire for a human, it's the kind of desire that follows sorrow. His heart is broken.

I can feel someones intense lust towards Nat, I try to find it but it's hidden, suppressed. It feels wrong to suppress such and emotion, almost hurts physically. Oh yes, there is it. That's why it's suppressed. Bruce. Poor Bruce. Another broken heart. 

I can hear someone thinking about food so strongly I can only giggle knowing who it might be. I shake my head and hear Wanda laugh. She read my mind. 

Sam is super hungry huh?  I think towards Wanda. She leans down cracking up.

Then I feel a truck hit me right into the middle of my being. I look back almost out of breath from just this one persons feelings. Bucky....

I walk towards him my magic glowing around me from the intense pressure of lust I feel from him. It's like I am a battery and he is charging me. His face tells a different story. He is scared, sad, confused. 

Oh Bucky... He can't hear me...

"Don't, I don't want to know if it's not real." He shakes his head tears falling down. I place my hand on his cheek. He places his hand over mine and leans into it. "Please don't tell me if it's not real." I start to cry myself. If only he felt what I felt streaming out of him. He would know. He would know the truth.

Words are so hard to form, it's all thoughts and feelings. I try to reassure him but my words won't come out. I look over to try and catch Steve whom I haven't felt anything from and notice he isn't here.

"He left when Thor said what Goddess you are" Wanda says to me, knowing what I wanted.

Wanda, why can't I talk?

I turn around to face her, fear now filling my eyes. I can't breath. Something's wrong. She runs to me and holds both hands cupping my face.

"Something is wrong" she tells everyone. "She can't speak, at all. She can only feel and think."

My magic starts sparking out of my hands uncontrollably. Bucky hugs me from behind trying to keep me from freaking out. 

"Everyone but Bucky and Thor out of this floor now" Wanda shouts. Everyone rushes out.

I try to speak again but no words come out of my mouth. I start crying stronger. A blast of energy pushes Bucky back slamming him against the wall behind me. Thor tries to hold me down as Wanda uses her magic to drain mine. 

Too much, It's too strong.... I tell her through my thoughts.

"I know honey, I'm trying to work on it" Wanda says out load. Bucky slowly gets up and stands in front of me.

"Breath doll, slow deep breaths." I try to breath, but I feel overwhelmed and empty all at the same time. 

I wish Steve was here..... I think without noticing. I look at Wanda and she stares at me.

I love him Wands, I need him.

"Jarvis, call Steve emergency at the Tower. Tell him to get his ass back here NOW" She yells through the grunts she makes trying to drain me.

"I have called Mr. Rogers, he is not answering any of my calls." My heart sinks. When it sinks I let go of everything.

He hates me, he thinks I don't love him. Why would he want a broken woman who rules over the very lust that broke her?