Insomnia's Perspective | The Presence
The Sun rose bright and shined upon the windows of Sua's, the light had hit the eyes of the two women that were sleeping on the couch. They hadn't moved from there ever since they had gotten there; since Sua had accidentally slept at Siyeon's shoulder. She had felt the need to not move and make the shorter girl sleep as comfortable as possible. In the end, she had slept with her head leaned to Sua's while Sua's head was leaned at her shoulder.
The first one to woke was Siyeon, the sun's light had woke her up as well the vibration of her phone. Taking her phone out, she felt the panic as Jiu had left 30 messages and 10 missed calls throughout the night.
She slowly withdrew herself from Sua as she held the head of hers as softly as possible, grabbing a small pillow on the side as she placed it as a cushion for Sua's head. She giggled as she heard her snore as she caressed away the small baby hairs that were covering Sua's face.
“ I should prepare the food, huh. Before that, let's call Minji-unnie, idiot. ” Siyeon grumbles as she took out her phone again, calling her manager.
“Siyeon-ah! I've been trying to reach you the whole time, why haven't you answered my calls? You weren't at your studio, and your home! Where have you been, young woman?! ” Jiu spoke out loudly as Siyeon heard the worry and panic in her voice. Feeling guilty and sorry, she gulps.
“ I-I am so sorry, Unnie. I was practicing the whole night with Sua-unnie and it was late and we went out to eat and I-I didn't realize the time and...she—and I'm....I slept at her house, I'm at her house right now, I'm really sorry, Unnie. I'll go there soon, okay? ” She apologies sincerely as she taps her hand against her pants softly.
one, two, three, one, two, three.
“ Hah, Siyeon-ah, we've already gone through this. Da- Yubin-shi has already told you this. You are someone who's well known. You're someone that people watches all the time. You can't...You can't just be in public and do whatever it is that you want to do. You've got a reputation and people expect a lot from you. Please come here as soon as possible... Yubin-shi wants to talk with you....also, nevermind. Please be careful. ” Jiu replied seriously and with a hint of anger. The board of the entertainment had just berated her for Siyeon's disappearance the whole night and day. Thankfully, nothing was released but they had to be more careful.
Seeing as something like this had once destroyed the career that they, and Siyeon had worked so hard for.
A disappearance for a whole night, until dawn broke out, she wasn't found anywhere. 14:00 had hit and the articles was released. She was found outside a house of an unnamed person, with the clothes that she worn the day before.
The unnamed person had claimed that they had done the dirty and she spent the night. The person said bad things about Siyeon and said that she wasn't worthy of being a idol and all. And everything was released in an article hiding the name of that person.
It almost broke the career of Siyeon and she, still, wasn't well known at that time. So the entertainment had done everything to keep it in the wraps because...they knew, The boss, Lee Yubin, knew. Everyone knew, that Siyeon wasn't like that. She was pure, kind, wonderful, amazing, hardworking, beautiful, and astonishing.
She was one of a kind.
They knew so they protected her. Yet it pains them that she had done this again when all of them knew as well as her what happened the last time she had done something like this.
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Siyeon sighed, placing the phone on the table. As she opened the refrigerator wandering what to prepare with her minimum cooking skills when she heard a female voice greet her. She smiles.
“Hey, you. You woke up and you didn't wake me?” Sua asked, grinning at Siyeon and walking towards her and the opened refrigerator as she grabs a pitcher that had water in it.
“I thought you needed the sleep so I was planning on preparing you breakfast. You know, as a way of thank you for making me stay the night. ” Siyeon explained being bashful as she felt her cheeks heat up. Sua chuckles and Siyeon was astonished how beautiful it sounded. She shakes her head as she slapped her palm against her forehead softly, cursing herself to stop thinking like that.
“Uh-uh, We haven't known each other much but I can already guess with how much of a workaholic you are that you don't cook that much, so sit down and I'll prepare a simple meal for us, okay? Or you want to wash up but I am warning you, I'm smaller than you so I got no clothes that would fit you. ” Sua said as she patted the shoulders of Siyeon dusting of the dirt in Siyeon's shirt. She smiles at Siyeon, still not removing her hands.
Feeling a sense of peace and comfort that she had needed, especially from the conversation she had with Jiu. She placed her forehead against Sua's and sighs in relief. Her heart was beating very fast at this point and her palms was sweaty, her cheeks reddened.
But still underneath all that, her mind was at ease.
“Aigoo, are you okay, Baby?” Sua asked cheerfully,caressing Siyeon's hair. Siyeon nods without saying anything and gulps while stepping away from her, sitting abruptly at the chair.
Sua chuckles again seeing the cute and awkward state of Siyeon. Her presence was very comfortable for the dancer. This past couple of days, receiving the messages and calls from Seonghwa....noticing the missing things. She was the type of person to avoid her problems and run from it especially when she was terrified.
She didn't want to rely to anyone so she kept it to herself which in hindsight was a bad decision. But she didn't want to become a problem to anyone. Never again.
She sighs, as her phone vibrates again. Looking at who it was, her eyes went wide.
Jiu: Seonghwa has been messaging me this past couple of days to tell you to answer his calls and messages. I won't ask you why you didn't tell me but if you need help, you do know I'm here. I won't leave my same age friend behind. I got your back, Bora-ah.
Seonghwa: Hi baby, I'm outside your house. Heading upstairs.
She drops the stove that she was holding in preparation to cook and had ran towards the door, about to close or block or whatever she could do to bar the door down to separate her and Siyeon from the darkness that was lurking outside her house.
But then, knock knock. Knock knock.
“ Kim Bora, open the door, I know you're in here. ” Seonghwa said loudly but not a shout as his knocks grew louder. The fear in Sua's eyes scared Siyeon and it made her wonder what was she afraid of and who was the man behind that door that Sua was terrified.
One, Two, Three
Sua counted as her heart beat was faster than usual and fear, panic, and anger was rising in her. Her past had caught up to her. Her once lover that had broke her had come and she was afraid that everything that she is now will soon turn to dust in her presence.
Hands shaking, heart palpitating, eyes wandering around. She was about to open the door when a warm hand held her cold and sweaty hand. She looked towards her right side and everything calmed down and serene and peace was all she felt. Because she had someone here, she had someone beside her.
Siyeon whispered in her ear, “We can ignore it, you know? your choice. Just remember I'm here. you're not alone. ”
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