Jazz Bar | Suayeon

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Insomnia's Perspective | The Deep Talk

EVERYTHING came back, rushing in her mind. The soft kisses, the hugs, the notes, the smiles and laughs. Once upon a time, it was all happy and love. Then, the prince snapped and became the big bad wolf. Her hands were shaking as it filled with sweat; she could hear the loud and fast beats of her heart and she was worried that people would hear it as well.

Yet, the nervousness and anxiety disappeared as her hand was held by the person beside her. The person who, oddly enough and she would have never imagined, saved her.

Lee Siyeon

The first time, she heard the Idol's voice, her words, her lyrics, she was astonished and at peace. It felt as if she was coming home. It felt like she was loved and that nothing could stop her from being HER again.

It's what she was feeling right now, with Siyeon beside her, holding Sua's hand and looking at her with reaffirmation and calmness. It made her think that she could do this, she could end this. The banging was still not stopping. The sounds of his knocks made her vaguely remember about the time when she locked herself in her room, afraid of the man that he was becoming.

" I know you're there! Freaking hell's Sua, open this damn door right now! " Seonghwa shouted filled with rage.

They stilled themselves together with intertwined hands, waiting for him to leave. Thirty minutes passed, loud knocks and screams heard all throughout, shaking door and  angered voice.

Slowly turned to silence as the only noise the could be heard was the loud gasps of breath that Seonghwa would take.

It brought back a memory to Sua, his way of breathing after his anger would get to him.

One, Two, Three, Silence.
One, Two, Three, Silence.

" I-I have to go. I'm sorry for the nuisance but I'm going to come back, Sua. You know this already? I'm going to be the guy who fights to have you, again. S-so I'm going to come back tomorrow and if not tomorrow, then the next day and I'll keep coming back, Sua. "

Siyeon raised her eyebrow at the sudden change of the man's voice. Glancing at the girl beside her, she noticed that she looked as if Sua was expecting this seeing her sigh in disbelief.

Hearing the man leave a few minutes after. Siyeon stared into nowhere as if she was thinking about something then nodding by herself, coming into a decision.

She brought out her phone, going into her contacts, she went to Jiu's contact name and messaged her.

Siyeon: Hey, uhm. I'm not going in today. Can you excuse me for the day? Besides, I've done a lot of work for the past few weeks, I feel like I've earned it. I've got something more important to do.

Jiu: May I ask what is more important than your job?

Siyeon: Sua-unnie needs me.

She looked at Sua, once again. The dancer was staring at the door as if she was wishing for it disappear. Their hands, no longer intertwined. Sua raised both of her hands and brought it up to her shoulders, giving herself a hug.

The Idol went back to the dancer and placed a hand on the other's, smiling at her, she says,

" I have two arms to give you a hug, you know?" She chuckles nervously.

Sua lets out a giggle, feeling tears well up in her eyes. The event that had transpired early this morning getting to her as it has finally settled in her.