Jazz Bar | Suayeon

020

Insomnia's Perspective | The Sweetness

The moon shined bright that night. Sua and Siyeon entered the idol's house. It was an hour after they had sent San to the hospital. He had to stay in due to the severe injuries that he had gathered from the beat down Seonghwa gave him. it was decided by Siyeon, Sua, Dami, and Jiu that Sua was better off staying with Siyeon because Seonghwa knew where she lived.

Sua had called Jiu to tell her what happened when they were at the hospital and Jiu had told Dami seeing as they were in the same building at that time. It came as a shock to Siyeon when she found out that her manager and her boss were long time friends with her supposed soulmate.

" I'm really sorry about all the dust right now since I've been staying all night at the studio but it's a pretty good place. You can stay at the my room and I'll just sleep on the couch or something. " She shyly expressed scratching her cheek softly, not making eye contact with Sua.

But if she had looked, she would have seen the gaze Sua was giving her. It was as if she was the greatest thing in her eyes, and it was certain she could melt Siyeon with that look. She smiled at the shy idol.

" Do you want something to drink? I have water, juice, tea, coffee - anything you want, I can even go buy anything in the store nearby. "

" I-I just really want to lie down right now, sorry. " Sua told her lowering the sound of her voice so that it was only heard by Siyeon like a soft whisper under the quiet and gentle air of the idol's apartment.

" Hey, hey, you don't need to say sorry. We can do anything you want and you definitely can do what you want and have whatever you need in this home. I want you safe and happy, Sua. " Siyeon expressed as she held the little dancer by her shoulders, staring into her eyes.

At times like this, she forgets herself. Her insecurities and her shyness, especially her feelings towards the girl in front of her.

Its wrong, people would never want this, and they would never have a future. But, this girl is worth everything and she knows this little dancer deserves better than her. Deserves better than that guy in the suit that she will never bother knowing the name.

"Let's put you to bed, hm? I'll give you something comfortable to wear. " She whispered, placing a kiss against Sua's forehead. 

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As Sua laid down in Siyeon's bed, she smiled as she inhaled the scent of her bed, Siyeon's bed. The door opened slightly and in came the very owner of the bed she was lying in. Her lips turned upwards and her eyes looked so gentle and filled with awe of the fact that Sua was here and they were talking again; yes, it came from a bad event but still, she'd take anything for them to talk rather than not talk at all.

" Hey, how's the bed? " She asked leaning against the door.

" Comfy. It smells good as well. " 

Both their cheeks heated with those words. 

Siyeon coughs, " S-so, I just came and checked up on you a-and since you're okay and all. I better head to bed as well. Goodnight, Sua. " 

" Goodnight, Siyeon and thank you again, for all this. "

"Any time."

Unknowingly to them, their smiles for each other lightened up what they had experienced this horrible night.

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Her eyes closed, her arm bent as she held her neck as it acts as a pillow for her.  It was rather uncomfortable, her couch. Yet, it didn't really diminish the happy feeling that was filling her heart every passing moment.

Diving deeper into her sleep, dreaming of the little dancer sleeping in her room, she slept and slept enjoyably. The shouts were the thing that woke her. She sat up immediately, knowing where it came from.

Running towards the room and opening the door, she went towards the side of Sua's bed and saw her thrashing and crying.

" Let go of me! Let go! I'm sorry, please, I'm sorry....I'll be good. " She whimpers, tears streamed down her face.

" Hey, hey, Sua! Wake up, it's just a dream, a nightmare. Wake up, darling. Wake up!" She exclaimed, shaking the girl softly yet it was still strong in a way so that she could wake up.

Sua opened her eyes widely, feeling her cheeks and eyes wet from the tears. Her eyes closed again hearing his angry shouts and her body shook as she felt the hits and slaps. Her body continued to shudder as the images, the memories, kept appearing one after the other. Though, the images slowly disappeared and the scary and dreadful feeling vanished as warmth entered her, starting from her shoulder. It was a caress.

" You're okay. It's okay. We're okay." She constantly whispered caressing Sua's shoulders, then the back of her head. Leaning away from the little dancer, she held her cheeks, and wiped away the remaining tears streamed down on her eyes to her cheeks.

" Whatever you saw, it's gone, okay? I'm here, you're with me, not him. I won't let anything happen to you. You're safe here. You're okay. " 

" I-I was back at our apartment...Before he left with my money. I asked him if he wanted something to eat and it was the month where he had just lost his job, so I t-told him it was on me...But - he got so angry and I got so scared and then he hit me . He hit me twice on the cheeks and - he grabbed me so tight that it left a mark. He - " Her words were purposely cut off as she took a deep breath, trying to hold in the tears.

" You don't have to tell me what it was about, honey. " 

" Can't you just sleep here tonight, with me? Please. "

" Of course, whatever you want, Sua. Whatever you want. " She nodded, as she laid down on the bed as Sua moved away making space for Siyeon.

" Thank you...again, for all this. For being here, with me. " 

" Welcome, of course. "

" You saved me multiple times today. "

" It's nothing, any sane person would do it. "

" But only you did. " They were both facing towards each other, smiling as their hands remained intertwined the whole time. Sua didn't know this but, to Siyeon, she was just repaying back the girl beside her.

' You saved me, long before I ever saved you. The moment I met you, I talked with you, you smiled at me and breathed in the same air as me. I was saved and there could be not enough repaying that will top whatever I did for this little dancer. ' 

" You're so beautiful. " She whispers,  gazing at Sua as she smiled.

" And you, are so sweet."

Their eyes closed at the same time as their right pinkies intertwined with each other and their breaths grew slower and quieter as their breaths equalized with each other; their hearts beat in the same rate and their mind grew silent the same time.

And they slept with smiles on their faces and warmth in their souls, the bad and dreadful air gone from their minds.

- TBC -

Hey, updated two times today, so rare ik. Hope you like this chapter! All the fluff that I can give you rn. 

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