sorry for the short chapter, I promise they get longer (and steamier lol) as time passes.
"I need to go," I say, getting up abruptly. What have I just done? Axel will never take me back now. It had been different the first time. Before, I didn't know that I was with Caden. I cover my breasts, looking around for my bra.
"What's wrong?" Caden asks, leaning back on his forearms as he looks up at me. There is a lazy grin on his face, and he is blatantly checking me out. I can see the large bulge in his pants threatening to break free.
"What's wrong? I'll tell you what's wrong. I just had sex with the brother of the man I love," I snap, bending down to pick up my bra.
Caden doesn't seem too bothered by the statement. "Technically, we didn't actually have sex. We still can if you want to though. You might as well, considering you're already feeling guilty about your orgasm."
I use one hand to shut the clasp of my bra from behind me before glaring down at him. What the hell is wrong with Caden? "We are never doing that again," I insist vehemently, shaking my head at the attractive man.
Caden rolls his eyes and grabs my shirt off the floor. He stands up, handing it to me, and I accept it gladly. Once I have it back on again, Caden looks me in the eyes and speaks up. "I don't understand what your deal with my brother is. From what I can tell, he's been ignoring you for a long ass time and isn't about to give in anytime soon. Just move on. What's so special about him anyways?"
I'm never going to be able to move on. I just know in my heart that Axel is the right guy for me. I messed up a good thing, but I was going to spend the rest of time working hard to get him back. We were supposed to be together. "He was right to ignore me," I defend, "I accused him of cheating when I shouldn't have. Axel has every right to be mad. But I'm not going to move on. He'll forgive me for sleeping with you. I'm sure of it. "
Axel will understand once I talk to him about Caden. He has to. Caden's existence explains why Molly was so convinced that she slept with Axel, even when she hadn't. She'd slept with Caden. And it explains why I was so convinced that I had slept with Axel after all this time when I really hadn't. Axel hadn't been trying to ignore the fact that we had sex, he just genuinely didn't know because I'd actually been with his brother. There was only one thing didn't make sense: how did Caden not tell Molly who he was? Did he pretend to be Axel just to sleep with her too?
My eyes widen as I look at Axel's disgusting brother. Why did I let him touch me? "Did you pretend to be Axel just to sleep with Molly?" I asked.
"Do you really think Axel is going to take you back after he realizes that you slept with me and thought it was him?"
"He'll understand," I snap. Of course he would. I try not to think of Axel literally telling me the exact opposite today. But I can't give up on us.
Axel is one of the most understanding, kind people I know. And this situation is crazy. How was I supposed to know that Axel has a secret twin?
Caden steps closer and closer to me, clearly unaffected by my anger. I have to keep walking backwards to get away from him, but eventually I hit the wall behind me. Caden places both of his hands on the wall next to either side of my head, trapping me in place. "Do you even want him to? When you had the best sex of your life with me?" His voice to dropped to whisper. "I am the only one who knows how dirty you really like it Meredith. There's no shame in admitting that you like it a little rough," he says, looking deep into my eyes.
I turn my head to the side, breaking eye contact with him. He's just trying to distract me again, and I know I'm too lusty for my own good. "Stop avoiding the question," I breathe. "Did you pretend to be Axel just so you could sleep with Molly?"
"Would it matter to you if I said yes?"
My head whips back, and I look at him incredulously. "Of course it matters! What the hell is wrong with you? Is there anyone else you fucked while pretending to be your brother?"
He grits his teeth. "Of course not. Do you think I like pretending to be Axel to get women?"
"Uh, yeah, obviously!"
He rolls his eyes at my answer. "If you want the truth, that blond woman just assumed I was Axel, and I didn't exactly say no."
"How could you even do that? Are you serious?"
"Hey, she was desperate. I just gave her what she wanted. I'm not going to turn down a willing woman. You should be happy it was me and not your ex-boyfriend."
My hand moves before I could stop it. Suddenly, I've slapped Caden right across the cheek, and the resounding echo of the snap can be heard in the empty room. "That's no excuse," I retort, shoving one of his hands out of my way. I need to leave. Now. I'm shaking with anger. How dare he? I stalk away as fast as possible, hoping to put as much distance as possible between me and Caden.
"What I did doesn't excuse the fact that I was the best sex of your life!" Caden yelled.
I turn around from where I'm standing at the opposite end of the towel room to face him. His chest is rising and falling rapidly, and his blue eyes darken as they study my figure. Caden walks over to me and forcefully pulls my body flush against his. I immediately feel his rock hard erection against my thigh. "Don't lie to yourself. You know we have something between us. I can feel it," he insists, his breath fanning across my face.
Is the sex with Caden great? As much as I hate to admit it, yes. But what Caden and I have is just raw, animalistic passion. My relationship with Axel goes much deeper than that. Axel cares about me more than he lusts after my body. And when we did have sex, it felt like he was the only thing I would ever need. "I'm in love with Axel, Caden."
I pull out of his arms and don't bother looking back at the expression on Caden's face as I walk away.
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