I've decided to revise all the chapters, I mean to change everything but not all. The plot of the story will still be the same but I'll change some of the scenes just to make the story nicer.
THIS CHAPTER HAS BEEN REVISED.
---------------------------------------Sharene's POV-
One week prior to my wedding, I asked my friends to meet me in a park. I wanted to spend this day with them dahil this will be the last time na makaka-bonding ko sila as a single woman. God, never in my life did I imagined my self to get married at the age of freaking fifteen.
Everything's settled na. The reception, the foods, gowns and suits, even the invitations. Konting touches na lang.
"What is this?"
Nagulat ako nung may biglang mag lapag ng red with gold na envelope. I am certain that it is my wedding invitation.
"What is the meaning of this, Sharene? Are you fucking kidding me?!"
Tiningnan ko siya sa mata. Tingin ba niya nag jojoke lang ako? "No." I said firmly.
"Mag papakasal ka na? Kay sir Adrian?" Tanong ni Ken. Ramdam ko ang sakit sa boses niya. Hindi ko akalain na seryoso pala siya sa nararamdaman niya sa akin para masaktan siya ng ganito.
I nod my head, "I'm sorry."
The day went on although medyo awkward lang sa part namin ni Ken and I hate it. Hindi ko alam kung bakit bigla ko na lang nararamdaman iyon tuwing naiiwan kaming dalawa. I was cool but Ken wasn't, he kept on avoiding me like I was some kind of airborne transmitted disease na deadly para iwasan niya. I know maybe he was just hurt but can't he forget about his feelings muna? I asked them here to enjoy with me at hindi para iwasan ako.
Perhaps our group noticed our little awkwardness kaya they leave us alone. I was talking whatever comes in my mind para hindi ko maramdaman iyong awkwardness when he excused his self.
"Are you planning to avoid me for the rest of your life?" Inis kong tanong dito. Can't he see na nag eeffort akong kausapin niya kahit wala naman sa personality ko iyon?
Humarap ito sa akin, "Ano bang sinasabi mo, I'm not, okay? Ikaw lang nag iisip non."
"Oh, really?" Taas kilay na sabi ko. "Why do I feel like you're distancing yourself to me? Like you're stripping me away."
From serious facial expression, his mood changed along side with his facial expression. I can't see any emotions from him. Sobrang blanko ang mga mata niya. "What do you think why?" Tanong nito. "Are you expecting me to be delighted upon hearing that you're getting married?" He said emotionless yet venomously.
"I was expecting you nonetheless to do your role, Ken. You are my best friend!" I countered back. Mahirap ba yung hinihingi ko?
"Kung best friend mo nga ako bakit ngayon ngayon ko lang nalaman? Kung hindi mo pa ako pinadalhan ng lintik mong wedding invitation hindi ko pa malalaman!"
"I'm sorry, okay? Ayoko lang na saktan ka? Although naniniwala ako na infatuated ka lang sa thought na mahal mo ko."
"Still! Kahit kailan masasaktan at masasaktan mo ako, Sharene. And what did you say? You don't know what I am feeling, woman. When I said I love you, I mean it."
Out of frustration, nahampas ko ng malakas ang mesa. Kailan ba matatapos ang issue na gusto niya ako? Bakit hindi na lang siya mag move on?
"Please lang, Ken. If you're avoiding me because of that shitting feelings you have for me, let's just stop this conversation now. Wala tayo mapapala. You are blinded by the thought na nasasaktan ka that's why you're doing this. Let's just say, sure it is entirely my fault. It is my fault that you fell for me and it is also my fault why you're hurting now. All I ask is that, can we enjoy this day like it's our normal day? I am not comfortable with this and the awkward atmosphere."
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