My Teacher is my HUSBAND?

Chapter 13

I've decided to revise all the chapters, I mean to change everything but not all. The plot of the story will still be the same but I'll change some of the scenes just to make the story nicer.

THIS CHAPTER HAS BEEN REVISED.
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"What? I thought bumalik ka na do'n kahapon?" Shin asked.

Naikwento ko kasi sa kanila na muli akong bumalik doon kila mommy kahapon kahit halos kauuwi ko lang din kahapon sa bahay ni Adrian but of course without telling them about 'that'. I'm too shy to share at ayoko lang nakakahiya lang talaga.

Tuwing naiisip o naalala ko iyon, I wanted to hurt my self for letting him do 'that' like aware ako but wala akong ginawa. And to think na ang bata bata ko pa for that?

Like what my teacher in health told us before, teenagers are not yet ready for sex. Sabi niya, masyado pa raw bata ang ari ng mga babae to experience it. Most likely daw ay magkakaroon kami ng sakit down there if we still insist to do that at bukod pa roon ay magiging maselan at mahirap daw ang pagbubuntis at panganganak. She also added that yung mga age na ganon ay sarado pa ang V, she said it will open by itself when it is ready to be pop at by age of 20s and up pa raw ang ideal age to do that.

So kamusta naman? Buti na lang talaga at napigilan ko pa. Sure, the feeling is ecstatic at nakakawala talaga sa katinuan but the consequences is definitely beyond depression. Maddepress ka sa dami ng problemang dadating. What if you get pregnant tapos hindi ka papanagutan tapos your parents don't accept you and whatever circumstances pa.

"I'm not safe na nga don. Baka makagawa ako ng malaking kasalanan."

Yeah right, nangyari na nga malamang sa malamang mangyayari ulit yon, kung nawala na ako sa katinuan because of his kisses baka sa susunod di ko na mapigilan pa ang sarili ko. And I'm saying this because advance akong mag-isip.

"Paanong hindi ka na safe do'n. Bakit inaway ka ng kabit niya?"

"Pwede ba, Shin just shut up? I don't want to talk about it. Babalik ako kung okay na ako."

Oo, babalik lang ako sa bahay na iyon when I'm so done with this feelings.

Our one and half hour lecture with him is tormenting. Bukod sa math kasi ang subject niya, hirap na hirap akong mag panggap na okay lang ako at hindi naaapektuhan na akala mo walang nag fflashback na memories sa akin. Fuck!

"Sharene, may I have a sec with you?" He asked

And I froze in my seat when I heard him say that. What the heck is wrong with that boor? Nanandya ba ito?

"What?" I rather said. "We can talk here." I added. Because I can not think straight if we talk in private especially in his office. I don't want to be alone with him in a close room. Na-trauma na yata ako.

"No, we have something to discuss in private." He said then get his things on the table. He's ready to go when he said this, "Meet me in my office. I want to see you there in a minute or else..."

Akala ko may katuloy pa iyon but he left in hanging. Bakit parang may masama akong kutob sa 'else' na iyon?

"Fuck you too, Montemayor." I grumble to my self.

"Miss ka na ni hubby." Shin said but she made sure na kami kami lang nila Yvonne at Chelsea ang nakarinig.

The two girls giggled and Shin laughed evilly. I wanted to beat the bitch out of her life for teasing me but the devil Adrian needs me in his office right away so I just give her a death glare and walks out of the room and made my way to his office.

"What? I still have class, so..." I queried the moment I entered his office.

Kung maaari lang sana na huwag na akong pumunta rito para di siya makita at masama sa isang closed room na kaming dalawa lang ay ginawa ko na. Being with him in a room like this kahit na malaki ito ay hindi pa rin ako comfortable, my freaking head keeps on replaying that scene like sirang plaka lang na laging nag pplay whenever I saw him. Gosh.