flower boy ~ yuwin

nineteen

yuta: hi darling

yuta: i love you too

yuta: im sorry i didnt say it back, you kinda made me speechless

yuta: but i love you so much

sicheng: it's okay! i forgot i said it

sicheng: sorry if took u off guard :(

yuta: no no!! it's ok <3

yuta: i should've said it way earlier anyways LOL

sicheng: why did u go home

sicheng: why not stay with me :(

yuta: you were asleep my love

yuta: lucas arrived and i had to go back home :( i came in and gave you a lil kiss before i left though hehe

sicheng: :o

sicheng: didnt feel it :( should've woken me up

yuta: oh shush

yuta: how are you feeling this morning? better, i presume?

sicheng: better than cold floor

sicheng: body aches so much

sicheng: wanna cry

yuta: dont cryy :(( are you busy today?

sicheng: meant to go to work. cant

yuta: aw baby

yuta: do you wanna come over to mine?

yuta: it'll get you out of the house

sicheng: im so weak yuta i'm sorry

sicheng: can't even get up

yuta: it's okay

yuta: do you need anything?

sicheng: no, i'm okay.

sicheng: i need drink but it ok

yuta: lucas is home, right?

yuta: i can text him for you?

sicheng: i think he's still here.

sicheng: lucas woke me up

sicheng: lucas was here

sicheng: i hope lucas here.

yuta: hey hey hey

yuta: it's okay!!!!

yuta: i'll message him my love

yuta: do you need more sleep?

sicheng: yeah :(

yuta: alright, put your phone down and get some more shut eye

yuta: we can talk later love

yuta: i love you

sicheng: night night

sicheng: i love yuta

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yuta: you're home, right?

lucas: yep, i dont work today :) what do you need?

yuta: can you get sicheng water and any meds he needs to take? maybe some food too. i know you know more than me but he's texted me saying he feels to weak to even move so i became worried you weren't home

lucas: ahhhh okay, yeah, i'm home. sorry for worrying you!! i'll go check on him, thank you for letting me know :))

yuta: he's gone back to sleep, but he told me he feels super bad today by the sounds of it.

lucas: are you free later?

yuta: possibly, why?

lucas: sicheng might need you, that's all

lucas: emotional support, you know?

yuta: ahhh

yuta: i have quite alot to do today, but i'll attempt to make a visit :)

lucas: amazing, thank you so much

lucas: i'll maybe see you later <3

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yuta stood in the kitchen with sicheng, with his arms around his waist to support him the most he could. he smiled, feeling the boy drop his head on his shoulder and kiss his collarbone gently.

"what are you thinking about?" yuta asked, holding sicheng's figure gently, and kissing his hair, "anything in particular?"

"hm... death.." sicheng said quietly, causing yuta to worry straight away. he pouted, pushing sicheng out to make eye contact with him.

"i love you," he told him, pushing his hair back, and wiping the tear from his eye. it had gotten to the point that sicheng was never aware that he was crying. his eyes were just always teary and glazed, "i'm sorry.."

sicheng shook his head, before putting his hand on yuta's cheek, "if i can't say sorry, neither can you..."

yuta didnt reply. he couldnt. he didnt know what to reply with, if anything. sicheng was right. he couldnt be a hypocrite. he just nodded, looking into sicheng's eyes.

sicheng softly laughed, shaking his head, "it okay.." he nodded, leaning in and kissing yuta. he shut his eyes, melting into it as yuta held him up against the kitchen counter, "it okay?"

yuta pulled away, nodding and hugging sicheng tight. he took a deep breath to handle his emotions, and held the boy. sicheng rarely got actual hugs like this. he'd only get cuddles, so this was different, but he really liked it. he hugged the boy back even tighter, putting his chin on his shoulder.

"are you leaving me tonight?" sicheng spoke softly into yuta's neck. that was yuta's plans, as he had things to do around the house, but he couldn't resist. he needed to stay with sicheng tonight.

"i'll stay baby..." yuta told him, breaking the hug and reaching into sicheng's medication cupboard, "is it these you need?"

"mm..." sicheng nodded, taking the pills in one hand and yuta's hand in the other, "thank you so much."

"my pleasure," yuta smiled, leading sicheng out of the kitchen, "i've got you."