to sicheng
i thought it'd be cool to start writing to you. as an outlet? i dont know. i saw that the sketchbook wasn't completely full yet, so i'm taking that opportunity to write to you. i dunno. it might be weird, but i liked the idea of it.
its been hard, im struggling, i won't lie. but ive come to terms with it. i saw how much you struggled every day. you were in so much pain, constantly, wether it be mentally or physically.
im happy you're peaceful now.
anyways, theres no point in giving all my sad emotions to you. i'm getting a therapist for that.
i dont have much else to say honestly. atleast not yet.
ill speak soon <3
YOU ARE READING
flower boy ~ yuwin
Fanfictionyou're my drug. i physically cant live without you, yuta - where sicheng is terminally ill, and yuta is one of the only people he has