yuta woke up with sicheng at his side, a glow on his cheeks and a smile as he slept. he looked outside to see the crisp frosted floor, and a slight sunrise in the distance.sitting up slowly, and getting out of bed, he gazed at sicheng for another moment, and how pretty he looked, before placing the blanket over him.
with a smile, he left the bedroom carefully, to not wake the boy, and walked to the kitchen. he was to make breakfast for them both, along with coffee.
he was happy this morning. everything felt... okay... his eyes didnt feel heavy, his heart wasnt full of dread or anxiety, and he was warm and comfortable.
he took a deep breath, making the coffee that he'd bought especially for sicheng, as it was his favourite.
he could hear the boy making sounds down the hall, but nothing unusual to what they'd call his cute "waking up noises" that he adored. he smiled, bouncing down to the bedroom.
"good morning baby~" he sang, falling down onto the bed next to sicheng who smiled, leaning down for a kiss, "i made you coffee."
"mm. thank you.."
"feeling okay?" yuta had to ask, especially after last night.
"mhm... better than ever.."
yuta sat up, smiling sweetly, wrapping his arms around the boy, hugging him tight, "mm, you're so comfy."
sicheng giggled, with a nod, before laying back and pulling yuta into his chest, kissing his head, "can we sleep forever?"
"nuh-uh," yuta responded, tracing his hand over the boy's chest gently, "i'm gonna make breakfast, go wake up, okay?"
"mmm~" sicheng whined, trying to stop yuta from escaping, but being unsuccessful, "come back!~"
"nope! go wake yourself up! then i'll be all yours"
"mean."
sicheng got up slowly, stretching as yuta walked out of the room. he ran his hands through his hair before making his way to yuta's bathroom.
he looked at himself in the mirror, before splashing his face with water, brushing his teeth and combing his hair a little.
he felt weird today. he didnt know what it was, but he felt off. he hoped it was just his empty stomach, and amount of sleep he got last night.
with a deep inhale, trying to catch his breath from standing up, he trodded down to the kitchen with yuta's hoodie over him that he'd found in the bathroom.
sicheng approached the older from behind, wrapping his arms around his waist and placing his lips on the back of his head, "the food smells good."
"thank you~ i made pancakes, here, try a little."
sicheng opened his mouth for yuta to place a small piece of pancake between his lips.
"mm!" he nodded, "i like it."
yuta span around, placing his hands on the boy's cheeks, kissing him gently and slowly, "mm.. tastes sweet."
sicheng giggled at yuta's comment, interrupting the kiss and making yuta laugh too, pulling away, "you weird~"
yuta simply smiled contently, as sicheng made his way to the living room. in yuta and ten's apartment, you could see through to the living room from the kitchen, so he observed the boy as he sat, curling into a ball to defend himself from the cold.
chuckling, yuta grabbed a warm blanket from the dryer and walked into the other room. he approached sicheng, before wrapping the blanket around him, rubbing his sides and kissing his head.
no words had to be exchanged. just a relaxed shoulder lowering from the younger, and yuta felt loved.
"ta~"
"mhm?"
"hurry up~ come sit with me i miss you~"
"you're so cute," yuta laughed, nodding, "i'll be five minutes, here-"
sicheng smiled as yuta pecked his lips gently, before returning to the kitchen.
a few minutes passed and yuta returned with their food, placing it down on the table before he sat close to sicheng, feeling him immediately attach himself to him.
"hiya baby," he smiled, passing the plate over. he watched as sicheng took small bites and watched morning tv. he smiled, before eating his own food, "you like?"
"mm..." sicheng nodded.
they sat together, sicheng's hand on yuta's thigh, holding the drawstrings of his pants for stimulation, as he enjoyed playing with things if his hands were free.
looking over worriedly as sicheng coughed, yuta tiled his head, placing his hand on the boy's back, "eat too quickly?"
sicheng shook his head, trying to regain his breath from the sudden cough, "i- eating normal... i dont know why.. it okay."
"try to slow down a little, there's water on the table."
"no, ta.. im eating slow already... i just cough."
yuta nodded, knowing that coughs were a normal thing, but for sicheng, it was life or death. he watched cautiously as he ate his own food.
"are you gonna go home today?"
"mm... lucas coming back," sicheng nodded, "i need give present."
"ah, i see.." yuta nodded, pushing the boy's hair out of his face, "i'll take you home later.."
another cough, but this time sicheng winced at the pain, holding his throat. he sighed, already fed up with the coughing. he wanted to go back to sleep.
"here, have a drink," yuta nodded, watching as sicheng took a few sips from the cold water, "it hurts?"
"mm... feels sharp.. ouchies.." sicheng pouted, but smiled, "i'm fine."
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yuta: i'll be over with sicheng in an hour ish :)
lucas: ok!!! is he doing okay?
yuta: he's coughing a bit, saying it feels sharp, but also saying he's fine.
yuta: which, it's sicheng, so it's probably not too fine, but he's only coughed a few times
lucas: ahh i see yeah i get u
lucas: i'll keep an eye on him, lyk if anything happens / changes
lucas: i'll see u soon :))
yuta: :)
a/n sorry for the wait but hello hello hello this book is going somewhere WOOOOO
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flower boy ~ yuwin
Fanfictionyou're my drug. i physically cant live without you, yuta - where sicheng is terminally ill, and yuta is one of the only people he has