hi sicheng:)
your funeral was today. i wore a suit with a pink tulip in the pocket. lucas gave me a pair of your smart shoes to wear, which i'm surprised fit me.
lucas picked me up, and the car ride was silent, yet comforting.
ten came too.
i cried. i cried alot. i dont really know what else to write, other than i miss you more than ever today.
your casket was covered in pink flowers, and lucas' speech for you was beautiful. i didn't have a speech. maybe that's something i'll regret one day, but i wasn't ready.
some of your family came. lucas managed to get in touch with some of them, and i spoke to them. i dont really remember their relation to you, because it all feels like a blur, but it was nice to talk to them.
i think they liked me.
i hope you're resting especially well today
i love you
YOU ARE READING
flower boy ~ yuwin
Hayran Kurguyou're my drug. i physically cant live without you, yuta - where sicheng is terminally ill, and yuta is one of the only people he has
