yeah this one is basically just called untitled i guess??
i want to experience laughter so hard my stomach hurts,
i want to experience the first sip of alcohol again after weed, cocaine,isd,
it doesn't even matter,
i want to experience falling in love without everything revolving around being fucked,
i want to experience running away with a dead phone,
i want to experience standing in front of the motorway with my eyes wide open.
the consequences are irrelevant,
whether i live,
whether i die,
i take advantage of the fact i can't feel anything,
just to fill the void in my heart with thick cement,
i want to thank my liver, lungs and skin for taking what my heart could not.
i want to feel the fear,
i want to feel the danger,
the excitement,
the unknown,
and the adrenaline,
a feeling of euphoria,
and a feeling of freedom,
because anything is better than nothing at all.
interpretation:
this ones sort of deep and i took inspiration from some characters in films and stuff who struggle with mental health problems& substance abuse etc. It is basically about being so numb you're willing to do absolutely anything to feel anything.
YOU ARE READING
forget me not.
PoetryThis is my first poetry collection i've ever written, it covers several topics. A lot are based on love and relationships but it also covers a lot of sensitive topics such as mental illness, domestic violence, sexual assault, homophobia etc. I've ne...
