so its been a few days since Ive been staying over at shindou's and apparently miyamura still hasn't found out yet so hes still been contacting me like crazy
shindou; honestly y/n when will you be going back it wont take long before miyamura comes up here
y/n; soon i'll leave before that happens
shindou; will you return home or go somewhere else cause I do not know how to answer miyamura if you really go missing
y/n; i'll think about it and come on my brother is not that scary
shindou; uh yes he is have you seen him angry
y/n; I guess
FLASHBACK
y/n; brother!!
miyamura; what
y/n; well uhm I have something to show you
then I lift my shirt up and he saw my newly done tattoo there
miyamura; what.. why
y/n; well I just felt like it
miyamura; I- have nothing to say
then he just walked away well I dont know if hes mad or not but at least he isn't screaming at me
END OF FLASHBACK
y/n; yea I guess
shindou; I know that's a lie
y/n; anyways imma head out for awhile I have something to do
I got my hoodie then I left the house
y/n; what should I do im in a bad mood
oh right whenever I have a moody day or im in bad mood I can just go get a tattoo
then I went to the nearest tattoo shop and got a tattoo on my arm this is my third tattoo I think my first one was on my waist then the second was on my collarbone although this might be abit hard to cover up when I go back to school but whatever
???: y/n?!
I turned over and saw yanagi standing there with yuki
y/n; oh fuck
then I made a run for it figured that after I spend some time without yanagi by my side it would hurt less but turns out it hurts more now then I looked behind me and saw yanagi chasing me
y/n; fuck
I kept running until I tripped over a rock and I thought I was gonna fall but theres something holding me off the floor I looked and yanagi caught me he was panting and red from the running
yanagi; w-where have y-you been
y/n; no where
yanagi; why didnt you answer any of my texts or calls
y/n; can you let go I dont want people to get the wrong idea
yanagi; oh yea sorry
then he helped me up
y/n; why did you chase me you didnt have to come after me im sorry that I ruined your date
yanagi; date? ah no yuki is with me because she needs someone to talk to about ishikawa
y/n; huh
yanagi; yea yuki and ishikawa are dating
y/n; o-oh
god now I feel like a idiot but you still liked her and seeing you smile so brightly while being with her makes my heart ache and I cant help but feel like a burden
y/n; whatever its none of my business
yanagi; you know miyamura told me everything
y/n; w-what do you mean
yanagi; about you uhm
then his face went all red like he was blushing
yanagi; liking me?
my eyes widen how could he do that it was my secret I cant believe him but I know what was about to happen so I kept my head low to avoid him seeing my tears I dont want people feeling bad for me
y/n; then just reject me now
yanagi; w-what?
y/n; I know you like yuki-san so lets not drag this out any longer then we should just reject me
yanagi; y/n I-
y/n; I really dont want to hear anything else come out from your lips
dammit my tears are already coming out and my voice is cracking then yanagi lifted my head
yanagi; firstly y/n I never said I didnt like you and dont cry
y/n; but you like yuki-san I thought being by your side would satisfy me but no I got greedier and greedier
he didnt say anything and just pulled me into a hug while I lightly punched him
y/n; why are you doing all of this *sobs* your dont even like me
yanagi; calm down first and I'll explain everything you can hit me as much as you want
AFTER ABOUT 30 MINUTES OF SOBBING
yanagi; look your eyes are all swollen now because you kept crying
y/n; whatever
yanagi; *sigh* I didnt say that I didnt like you y/n I had realised what I felt when you suddenly disappeared sure yuki-san was my first crush but I guess over time I fell for you after spending so much time together
y/n; w-what are you trying to say
yanagi; im saying are you willing to give it a try with me
I looked over at him eyes widen like they were about to pop out
y/n; y-you mean like dating?
yanagi; yes
then I turned away hiding my flustered cheeks
yanagi; but before you answer me why did you disappear and where did you go
y/n; well I wanted to get rid of my feelings for you since well you liked yuki and I ran to miyamura's friends house to stay over for a few days
yanagi; is that friend a guy
y/n; yea
yanagi; hm interesting
i-is he jealous?
y/n; well he was a pretty good friend but his more like another brother to me my first ever friend
yanagi; well then what is your answer
he stick his hand out
y/n; well i-i guess s-so
then i put my hands in his its a perfect fit almost like it was made for each other then he interwhined our hands and gave me a hug it lasted for a good 2 minutes i could tell he was happy then he pulled away and he was leaning in is this my moment my first kiss? i closed my eyes then suddenly
???; Y/N!!!!!!
