so today is the day me and sosuke we most nervous about the day that he leaves to the us
he was gripping my hand so tightly it showed all over his face how sad he was
y/n; hey its gonna be fine okay I promise
sosuke; I really dont want to leave y/n
y/n; I know but its the best for you trust me both of us know that
sosuke; but the girl ive wanted to marry had always been you and always will be you
y/n; sosuke dont say this type of stuff now you already have a fiancée waiting for you someone really pretty and meets your fathers standards
sosuke; *sigh* y/n I love you so much please dont forget me
y/n; I wont ever now get going your gonna miss your flight
mrs koki; bye y/n dear its been really nice knowing you
y/n; you too mrs koki
I hugged her and bid my farewells but sosuke turned around and ran to me giving me one last kiss from his smooth and soft lips
sosuke; I love you so much
y/n; I love you too now go and dont turn back
he sighed and hugged me one last time
sosuke; before I go I want to give you something
then he took out from his pocket a small box
sosuke; I wanted to wait for the right time to give this to you but I guess it wont happen now but I want you to have it I love you
he opened the box and it showed a beautiful ring he put it on my finger and gave me a kiss on my forehead and walked away
tears were now flowing non stop now for the both of us
two people who had been in love through all the tough times had been separated
then I suddenly felt a embrace from my back it was
y/n; brother...
I hugged him tightly and cried my eyes
miyamura; shh it will be fine I know how much you loved him
then I saw yanagi infront of me
miyamura; but someone here has something to tell you
I looked over at him
yanagi; I broke off my engagement for you..
I rolled my eyes not wanting to deal with this bullshit right now
miyamura; I know you love sosuke but you loved yanagi too you should give him a second chance he loves you so much and sosuke is not coming back
y/n; what...
miyamura; he texted me before leaving his never coming back to japan y/n and he is getting married in a week
I was speechless although I knew it was the best for him since I was also the one who asked him to go
y/n; fine I will give you one chance but give me some time first
yanagi nodded and walked away and miyamura brought me back to the car and I rested my head on his shoulders while he hugged me
I stared at the ring sosuke bought for me before he left
miyamura; did he give you that?
I nodded slowly trying my best to not cry
miyamura; it always hurts me to see you like this y/n
I couldn't help it the man I loved has left and is getting married this hurts even more than anything that happened with yanagi
miyamura; *sigh* you know he loved you a lot too
y/n; who are you talking about
miyamura; yanagi he had kept pestering me about you even while he was engaged to that girl he thought that if he left you would be happier but now he realised your always in his head no matter what happened and he didnt even like that girl not even one bit
y/n; then why did he agree to the engagement
miyamura; he wanted to forget you like how you forgot about him but well I guess things didnt go as smoothly for you as it did for him
y/n; whatever he hurt me this chance im giving him is only because I dont want to dwell on sosuke
miyamura; whatever you say y/n
I fell asleep in the car but when I woke up I found myself in a familiar bedroom but it wasn't mine nor sosuke's it was
yanagi; are you feeling better now
y/n; what am I doing here yanagi
yanagi; well miyamura said you needed a change of scenery that didnt remind you of him
y/n; what the fuck ugh whatever hand me a ashtray
he put his head down and handed me the ashtray and left the room
y/n; fuck why does he look like that when he was the one who hurt me in the first place tch how annoying
I took out my cigarettes and lit it up remembering the ring sosuke put on my finger I wonder how he's doing now
y/n; I need to stop thinking about him
im not gonna forget him im just gonna bury those memories deep somewhere no one can reach
although yanagi is my first love sosuke is someone who will always stay in my heart
yanagi; do you want anything to eat?
y/n; no go away
yanagi; ok
he sounds so sad why the fuck does this type of stuff keep happening to me I honestly cant understand first with yanagi then now sosuke am I just not meant to love someone I honesty dont understand
then I got a text from miyamura saying
"give him a chance y/n I promise you this time is different"
I rolled my eyes and tossed my phone aside and laid on the bed
y/n; I wondered if she laid on this bed before
yanagi; no she hasn't I never invited her over I didnt invite anyone else over after the break up
y/n; ha you choose to do all of this when we broke up how smart yanagi
theres still abit of hatred for yanagi although I do feel bad hearing his voice crack sounded like he was crying
y/n; ugh whatever lets just go to sleep
it has been long since I went to sleep alone
