a few weeks have gone by since that argument with yanagi happened and frankly nothing happened after that but a few days ago I caught another girl at yanagi's house once again and he didnt tell me anything and well we argued again and now we are having a cold war
it is painful for ignoring him since well we're a very attached couple and it hurts a lot to not be able to talk to him and stuff he did try and apologise multiple times but I juts ignored him but I thought maybe today i'll give him a chance since well I dont think im able to handle not talking to him for any longer my heart hurts
I was walking to his classroom when I looked through the window I saw him sharing a bento with a girl I couldn't believe my eyes then he saw me and i ran but of course he always chases after me
yanagi; Y/N!
*grabs arm*
y/n; what do you want yanagi
yanagi; its not what it looks like i swear
y/n; you know its hard to believe the words you say now yanagi i dont know if its the truth or not
yanagi; she was sharing lunch with me since i forgot mine at home y/n please dont misunderstand this
y/n; yanagi sometimes your too kind for your own good but your actions cause hurt to i dont think i even count as a loved one but yea and also lets break up i dont i can handle anymore of your lies regardless if its the truth or not
yanagi; no please dont do this to me y/n we swore that we will be each others last love please
y/n; yanagi i dont think my heart can handle more hurt before i go crazy
yanagi; please y/n dont leave me im begging you
y/n; maybe next time have some sincerity in your words
i shook his hand off me and walked away
yanagi; I LOVE YOU Y/N PLEASE
everyone was staring at us i turned back and saw yanagi on his knees but i cant go soft hearted anymore and plus all the people who were staring at us can say was "they were never meant to be together" "man now she's single" "yanagi is too good for her"
i scoffed and walked away i went straight home i dont think i cant stand hearing everyone start spreading rumours everywhere
then i heard the front door open
miyamura; y/n?
y/n; what
miyamura; hey i heard what happened with yanagi
y/n; so we were never meant for each other
miyamura; is that what you choose to believe
y/n; yes
miyamura; *sigh* your too hard on him sometimes you know
he said and patted my head as he left
y/n; "hard on him?!" he was the one who hurt me and plus he didnt even bother to give me a call or text ugh whatever
i blocked him and went to sleep
NEXT MORNING
i woke up and figured i wont be going to school for awhile then the thought hit me right in the face me and yanagi are no longer together i laughed for a sec then tears start streaming down
y/n; i-it wasn't this painful yesterday haha
miyamura; hey
y/n; aren't you supposed to be in school *sobs*
miyamura; well you looked ok last night almost too ok so i thought i would stay home today in case you decided to go missing on me again
y/n; i wont do that plus yanagi doesnt even care
miyamura; deep down you know that's not true you didnt see how badly he was crying after you left the school
y/n; *scoff* i dont give a rats ass
miyamura; firstly language and if your really as in love with him as you claimed you wouldn't be acting like this your the one who broke up with him
y/n; what are you talking about of course i still love him
miyamura; well then maybe you should give him a chance to properly explain everything to you and plus you know how forgetful he is
y/n; i just thought i would be more important that he wouldn't forget
miyamura; well you cant really blame him and he is a really nice guy he doesnt realise when he is hurting you he is just trying to be nice and your his first ever girlfriend he doesnt know the basics
y/n; whatever i want to be alone right now
miyamura; then i'll leave
he got up and left my room
even if i understand him he doesnt even bother to leave a text or even a call i hardly think i am important to him
y/n; ugh this is so frustrating
what should i do , do i just continue ignoring him or should i forgive him
y/n; fuck i dont know what to do
then i got up and changed a habit of mine is i like to get tattoos when im frustrated or sad so i head to the nearest tattoo parlor nearby my house and went in
artist; what can i do for you today
y/n; yea i want to tattoo someone name on the other side of my collarbone
artist; and what is the name?
y/n; "akane yanagi"
artist; is he your boyfriend or something
y/n; my first love and first boyfriend
artist; alright lets get started then
i nodded and he started i was feeling no pain at all since no pain can surpass the one im feeling about yanagi right now
15 MINUTES LATER
artist; alright.... and done
y/n; thanks
i paid and left the parlor and went back home and plopped down on my bed
y/n; tattoos aren't helping anymore *mumble*
maybe i should try something else hm maybe smoking? hmm nah miyamura would kill me then yanagi for breaking my heart i guess but he seemed like he was protecting yanagi today i wonder whats gotten into him
