Trying

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The life I have makes me feel tired of living.

The progress, so slow, there's hardly anything.

I can't help but feel my hope is draining.

My plans and dreams, when do I start achieving?

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Life's too uncertain for me to be patiently waiting.

What if I die tomorrow, achieving nothing?

My mind and flesh, why must they desire everything?

It makes me feel like life's constantly disappointing.

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Working hard to achieve what I'm dreaming.

But obstacles and problems are in my way, grinning.

The madness of this world has got me thinking,

Why on earth am I even existing?

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Don't get me wrong, I'm thankful for every blessing.

It's just that at times, hardships can be overbearing,

It overshadows what I can be grateful for, that I end up crying

To God, who I hope will comfort me for trying.

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Sometimes it feels better to die now than go on sinning.

But God gives me the water that is life - giving.

Little by little, life becomes worth living.

Surely with Him, life would be fulfilling.

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Star Ashley Cruz

August 28, 2021

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