The life I have makes me feel tired of living.
The progress, so slow, there's hardly anything.
I can't help but feel my hope is draining.
My plans and dreams, when do I start achieving?
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Life's too uncertain for me to be patiently waiting.
What if I die tomorrow, achieving nothing?
My mind and flesh, why must they desire everything?
It makes me feel like life's constantly disappointing.
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Working hard to achieve what I'm dreaming.
But obstacles and problems are in my way, grinning.
The madness of this world has got me thinking,
Why on earth am I even existing?
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Don't get me wrong, I'm thankful for every blessing.
It's just that at times, hardships can be overbearing,
It overshadows what I can be grateful for, that I end up crying
To God, who I hope will comfort me for trying.
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Sometimes it feels better to die now than go on sinning.
But God gives me the water that is life - giving.
Little by little, life becomes worth living.
Surely with Him, life would be fulfilling.
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Star Ashley Cruz
August 28, 2021
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