✔︎ dystychiphobia | sunsungki

please stop, don't stop

"You might be asking why, right ? It's because you're special."

Sunghoon pulled away from Sunoo as the boy felt so much pain. Sunoo really felt pathetic. The two guys were really looking down at him as he's quite useless right now. All he wanted right now was to go back to Jungwon, he was afraid that he's never going to see Jungwon ever again. Sunoo looked up to see Sunghoon smirking at him.

"But then again, you're pathetic."

Ni-Ki, who was behind Sunoo, was untying the ropes. Sunoo finally felt relieved to not be restrained any longer. He thought too soon as he felt Ni-Ki pull the ropes tighter making his bruised arms even sore. Ni-Ki laughed, feeling amused with the boy's reaction.

"Just so you know, if I take these off, you better make sure not to misbehave alright~"

This guy is seriously a fucking psycopath.

Ni-Ki loosened the ropes and Sunoo quickly brought his arms to the front, stroking them as he saw bruises and a few scratches. Sunghoon helped untied Sunoo's legs and took off his shoes in the process, making the boy's feet cold. Sunoo just sat there not knowing what to do as the two were standing in front of him.

"Stand up."

Sunoo tried standing up with the help of the chair but fell down immediately as he had been sitting down for who knows how long. "Tch, weakling." Ni-Ki dragged Sunoo up as he almost fell down again but managed to balance himself. Sunghoon stood in front of him while Ni-Ki behind. "Hmmm..."

The stares they gave were really uncomfortable and made him self conscious. Sunghoon looked at him up and down, even crouching and touching his legs slightly. Sunoo didn't dare move as he saw a vision flash of Ni-Ki holding a knife right in front of his face. Sunghoon stood up and placed a finger under Sunoo's chin, lifting it up.

"Look at me, there's nothing up there."

Sunoo lowered his eyes to see Sunghoon so close to his face with fiery eyes. The male's breath was hitting his face making his knees get weaker each second. Sunoo's eyes widened and his breaths sped up as he felt Ni-Ki slowly lifting his shirt up. Sunghoon glared at Ni-Ki, letting Sunoo's chin go.

Sunoo was frozen on the spot. "Take off your hoodie, please." Sunghoon whispered as his cheeks were getting red, hands unconsciously covering his upper body. "C'mon, don't want Ni-Ki to forcefully do that now hm ?" "B-but- do- p-please no..." Sunoo's brain couldn't process what was happening as tears started threatening to fall. "It's only for a while, c'mon. I'm trying to be really patient with you right now because you're still very young and vulnerable."

Sunoo stared at the floor. He was in danger with two men standing in between him. All he had to do was hit them but he just stood there, not knowing what got into him. The boy's hands slowly held the hem of his hoodie.

"That's it, good boy."

He gulped before slowly pulling it up with Sunghoon slowly helping him. Sunghoon took the hoodie sleeves and tied it around his neck, forming a small cape for the younger boy. Sunoo quickly placed his hands in front of himself to cover himself. "Ni-Ki, check for injuries. Sunoo, we're just going to check for things okay ? Promise, nothing weird."

Sunghoon said slowly, removing Sunoo's arms and feeling around. He heard Ni-Ki crouching down and pulled up his tracksuit above his knees. The boy had tears falling down his cheeks but looked emotionless. His eyes were dull as he felt disgusted with the two men touching him. But the praise just made him feel somewhat... better ?

Sunoo felt really insecure as Ni-Ki pulled the tracksuit back down, covering his cute radish-like legs. Sunghoon turned him around and turned the hoodie around so it can cover the front part of his body now. The male ran his fingers along his back as he heard whimpers from the younger. There were huge scars from burns, alcohol bottles piercing his skin, and other unidentified ones.

Sunoo whimpered as he suddenly remembered those memories. "Shh, it'll be fine." Ni-Ki whispered as he fixed Sunoo's hair. Sunoo could hear those voices again. He slowly raised his hands to cover his ears. Sunghoon was still looking at the scars on his back, trying to figure out what went wrong.

Sunoo whimpered louder as he tried to calm down. "Shut it." Ni-Ki said with a firm voice as he was getting annoyed with the boy's tiny sounds. Sunoo flinched as he was being yelled at again. He hated it. He hated the ringing that was going in his head along with the voices that were unpleasant.

Sunghoon looked at Ni-Ki, giving him a signal to pick up the clothes that were on the table. "Put these on, quickly." Ah, these guys have some sort of split personality or something. Soft then back to being rough. Sigh. Ni-Ki gave Sunoo the black T-shirt and some shorts and he quickly put it on as Sunghoon took his hoodie. The boy quickly put on the shirt but hesitated when taking off his pants.

Sunghoon went up to clean the ropes while Ni-Ki placed the chair back and picked up his remaining clothes. Sunoo quickly changed into shorts but now he was really cold. Ni-Ki whispered something to Sunghoon but Sunoo could only hear the number '2' being said.

Sunoo fell down to the floor, feeling weak and his vision was blurry. The two just stood there still talking. The boy couldn't hear anything they were talking about. He fell to the floor, eyes still half open as he just laid on the floor.

"How long are we going to keep him here ? I don't think he's worth it."

"Just wait, just put him in that small room. We need things to calm down first."

Sunoo felt himself being lifted up in someone's arms, looking up to see Sunghoon. They were heading towards the door and Sunoo thought he needed to run. Ni-Ki opened the door as they went out. Sunoo scrapped that idea as they went down a dark hallway with barely any lighting. For some reason his breathings were calmer as he couldn't smell cigarette smoke and also hearing Sunghoon's heartbeat.

They then turned in a corner and Sunoo suddenly heard screamings and bangs on the walls. His blurry vision wasn't helping at all. The boy couldn't tell what was real and what was just in his head. He quickly put his hands over his ears, mumbling 'stop' a few times. Ni-Ki covered Sunoo with the hoodie as they arrived in front of a door.

"He's so precious..."

Sunoo didn't know what was going on. He was terrified, shaking and his cries getting louder. Ni-Ki opened the door and Sunghoon went in and laid Sunoo on the small bed that was in the room. It was really dark, making the boy panic. He sat up but was only pushed back down by Ni-Ki. Sunghoon went out, letting Ni-Ki settle with the boy.

Ni-Ki laid a blanket and wrapped it around Sunoo, trying to make him warm but it was too thin.

"Sleep, we'll come back."

Ni-Ki stood back up and went out the door, hearing locks. Sunoo panicked as it was pitch darkness but was too tired and weak to get up. He felt useless, eyes were closing each second. The last thing he heard in his head was comforting. It was Jungwon's voice.

"Don't worry, I'll come and get you."

i was listening to heather while writting lmao-