Unfinished Business

5. Stay 💥

" Sometimes I wish life was written in pencil so we could erase it and start all over again" ~ Thisuri Wanniarachci

Deep green orbs are glassy with tears at the sight of the strong firey blonde hero who is coming undone with broken sobs in front of him.

In all the years he has known Katsuki he has only witnessed him cry maybe three times and never this hard.

The greenett feels his heart breaking in his chest as he still holds on to the blonde's face trying to figure out what is happening right now.

" K-Kacchan...please calm down. What...what do you have to be sorry about??!"

Katsuki looks at the greenett in pure disbelief with tears still spilling.

" I can't believe you would even fucking ask me that, I can't believe you even have to" , the blonde says as he stands up running hands through his blonde locks as he paces.

Izuku turns and watches still completely confused.

" Kacchan...what?!"

" Fuck Deku, take your pick. I treated you so god damn awful for so long. I've done some down right mean fucking things. I've hurt you in ways I'm scared I can never take back, ways that I'm not sure I can ever make up for"

Izuku scrunched his face in confusion. Yes he had the blonde had a rocky past but UA that last year things were good, really good, or so Izuku thought till the firey blonde up and left.

The greenett felt almost panicked as he felt Katsuki's own panic seeping through.

" You...I mean..we..in UA, we worked past that ..did..didn't we?"

Katsuki scoffed.

" On the outside yes, but even then Izuku I never fucking apologized. Not properly. I never said I was sorry. I was such a mess I never knew how, honestly I still don't have a god damn clue, I don't even know where to start the list is so damn big"

Izuku was on his feet on standing in front of the blonde, green eyes still wide with confusion and worry.

Crimson eyes still glassy with tears looked in to green seas begging to understand.

Katsuki took a deep breath.

" I'm just... I'm just sorry Izuku. I'm sorry for being such a fucking prick in middle school. Hurting you mentally and physically. I'm sorry for when I started to push you away even as brats. I'm sorry it took two years of UA before I even became decent."

He paused for a minute eyes still focused on a greenett who had tears of his own down his cheeks as he tried to process what was happening.

" And I'm sorry.....I'm sorry for the way I left that day. I know ...I know I hurt you, I know you thought I walked away not giving a fuck but dammit Deku, nothing could be further from the truth"

Izuku was sobbing now. He had thought that. He had thought Katsuki had walked away without a second thought.

Katsuki felt his heart breaking the sound of Izuku's broken sobbing filling his ears and penetrating the deepest parts of a heart that was spilling out in pieces.

He stepped closer pulling up the greenett's chin.

" And Izuku, don't you for one fucking minute think that I didn't see you crying on those god damn steps when I pulled away. I've been seeing it for the past five years. And believe me when I fucking tell you that I had my own god damn breakdown before I even got out of the neighborhood. That day was one of the hardest ones in my life."