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Cheater Luffy Happy Ending.

Luffy never would have thought sleeping without her was... Difficult...

Alone in their own room without her was... Cold... Luffy stare at the ceiling scanning their room feeling the coldness sipping through his skin.

He felt lonely...

What have he done... He thought this feeling was for (y/n) and for her only but... When seeing nami for the first time, if made him feel something. Of course he doesn't know why but, when he kiss nami it made him more craving at such sensation. his heart flutter, his senses become sensitive, he wants nothing but this feeling.

His hand slowly reach up to her breast, that's when luffy saw (y/n) smile flash to his eyes, and he felt nothing but disgust. the fluttering feeling inside his stomach churn in unpleasant way. It wasn't like the kiss like (y/n) that he crave for more and so sweet that he unconsciously strengthen his hold on her not wanting to be apart, (y/n) was like a water in a desert sand drinking her was like a man thirst from the lack of water.

and she's the only source of living.

Its so different from nami kiss who made him squirm in her touch.

When he's about to push her away, the door bang open and there... she was... standing with a look of betrayal stuck to her face and luffy knows more than anyone, that he hurt her more than any wound she endured in her life.

And luffy more than anything, fall into guilt and fear.

Fear than she might lose her like ace did. As of que his horror started when she left that night alone with the crying nami. His form shaken, he didn't mean to hurt her he really did. He didn't even understand why he kiss nami.

He brought nami to her own rooming apologizing for ruin their relationship, luffy didn't said a word about that matter but he did told her its not her fault.

He didn't realized he had his eyes closed, reminding of that night. He felt so lonely in their own shared room. He miss the times when they cuddle up together, feeling her hands cares his hair, it was one of the things luffy loves the most.

he felt safe

She was always there for him.

she was there with that soft smile, an angel touch of embrace, her shoulders were so soft when luffy laid his head on her, her soft humming was the most beautiful thing he heard, the touch of her hand to his head.

always there when he needed her the most, the death of his brother... She was there... She was always there and he knows no matter what, she was ready with an open arms.

But now... She wasn't and he dread the feeling he won't feel that sensation of safety in her hold.

He embraced himself making himself more smaller, his senses heighten just to feel her haki presence at the crows nest just to calm his nerves.

He know he's going to have a nightmare, without her presence, the deaths of ace will hunt him in his dream, and without her... no one can calm him with such a episode...

He can't believe he had hurt the woman he loves.

He knows he loves (y/n)... But maybe he didn't love her enough... And that's what he regret.

He hurt her so much that no apology can cure such broken love.

Just hearing the howl of pain that night breaks his whole being.

......

"Hey nami"

Nami hum, staring at chopper with her concern gaze, his eyes trail to that one mirror where (y/n) left to search luffy "Did something happen to luffy and (y/n)?" he ask. Nami took a sharp breath and close her eyes, this is what she feared the most... of  Others knowing their fight.