Chicago RX

9. Get your head straight

Hank talks to Shays supervisor gets her back in the pharmacy. When he goes to let her know he gets to her place, knocks but there was no answer. The door is slightly opened.

Being cop like he pulls his pistol and sneaks his way inside to find the place a mess. Papers scattered and things shuffled around. Of course he investigates and that's when he hears some groans and notices clothes leading to her bedroom. He opens to find a male figure pinning her to the mattress. He roughly removes the male as Shay hides behind her sheets.

She smiles at him looking entertained at the brute force he was putting on the strange man. He quickly realises that Shay wasn't in danger and suddenly feels aggrivated at the situation.

"Look at me." He says to the guy. Grabs his chin tightly. "Get out. I dont want to ever see your face around here again."

Hank just looked sexy throwing that guy around. Trying to be overprotective was sexy. "Leave." He pushes the guy and the guy rushes out tripping along the way.

Rolling her eyes back she doesn't even bother to get up. "Was that really necessary?" She asks with a tinge of sarcasm in her tone.

"Are you kidding me!" He picks up a pipe. His eyes scan the room looking for more. "This needs to stop. I stuck my neck out for you and you just go and blow it."

He looked so sexy when he was angry but I tried to pretend it didnt effect me..

He runs into the bathroom opens her cabinet and starts to throw her pills at her.

"Straighten the fuck up. Get your shit together. And if I ever walk in to something as gross as all that ill kill the prick."

"Your not my daddy." Then she grins. "Unless you really want to be" she giggles.

His head bows trying to think of the right words. He's frustrated pinching the bride of his nose between his two fingers.  He knows how he wants to handle the situation but knows she would just get off on it.

"Look, I'm an adult you can't just come in here and do this."

"Someone should. If your an adult start acting like one."

"I know that you would rather be nice to me daddy." She responded flirting again.

"Don't call me that." He said as her hands went for him. Sliding up his chest attempting to pull him in. "Stop it." He pulls her hands away as she struggles with him.

It's difficult resisting a beautiful girl such as her but he's strong. He has no choice but to get rough. Then he raises his voice which scares her before she begins to cry.

"Why don't you tell me what you want. You want me to yell at you or you want me to make you feel better? Tell me."

"I can't stop thinking about you Hank."

"Sweetheart your gonna have to. I'm not a good guy. You need to stay away from men like me."

"You can say what you want but I know what kind of man you are. You are tough because you have to be. Strong because you can be. Caring because your heart is made of gold. Smart because that's what is needed to get the job done. Don't tell me that what im feeling for you means nothing because I know what you really feel."

"And whats that shay. Love and running off into the sunset together. That doesn't happen. I care for you its true but it ends there. We could never be together not like you want. Do you know the things I have to do. It isn't pretty."

I dont care I know you want me I can see it when you look at me. Put your hands on me hank". He pushes her away.

"You don't know shit about what I want. You think I want a wreck like you. Your damaged goods sweetheart. What you want is this."

He holds her down pinning her to the floor. Gets in between her legs pushing them apart roughly. Trying to make his point. He grasps his hand around her throat squeezing tighter. "See thats it huh? Thats what you like. You want me to hurt you because that is what makes you forget all that pain your feeling.. thats who you are.."

The shock wears thin and she goes to pull him in to her but he gets off of her standing above her.

He shakes his head towering above her with discust shown. You can be a beautiful girl when you want to. But this isn't even close. He left her there crying.

The next day I went in and got my job back. After sobering up I felt horrible about what happened between Hank and I. I really should stop drinking. I let things get way out of hand and now im just embarrassed to even look at him.

Crockett welcomes me back and Halstead reminds me of the annual winter formal festivals.

Janice and I decide to go.

We walk in as detective Jay and Erin are getting drinks.

"Jay your looking good" I said flirting. Lindsey gave me a dirty look before her threats. "Hank is off limits you go near him ill kick your ass in front of all these nice people here." She snarked back at me. I looked over at him sitting with a group in a booth.

"Whatever." Shay said before nodding and walking off.

Well cpd was off limits, no pharmacy besides us showed and med was off to the side and firefighters off to other side. Janice smiled as we noticed some kids off in the distance building snow men. Thats were we were headed.

Hank Voight

There she was playing with the kids. I laughed inside. How could she be so different than the woman that she was the other night. I felt bad about how I handled her but how else do you handle a woman like her. Erin gave her an ugly look before I spilled my guts on the subject.

"You know Erin this girl is trouble I know it."

"Is this a care for a daughter type thing or do you want this girl?" She commented giving him that stern better watch yourself look.

"Hmm I'm too old for all that. Its flattering but really its more than that. I care about her."

"Sometimes she's more than I can handle but I try anyway. Other times I can't help but watch her. she so full of life. Reminds me of my wife before she got sick. Not afraid of anything. Fiesty and there is something absolutely sexy in that. But there's a worry that comes with her. She fights me at every turn you know and its too much at times but I can tell she has a heart. She can light up a room with a giggle. Her energy is contagious and she makes me feel alive again."

"She's bad news. Shes gonna get you in alot of trouble. "

"Its a good thing I know how to get myself out."

Erin laughed placing her hand over his. Squeezing it slightly.
"Alright I'll let up for now. I know you know what you are doing."

"Don't worry about me its Justin that you need to watch."

"I know."

Later Lyndsay watched as Shay approached Justin as he got out of a car that had just dropped him off.

She walked up to end the conversation.

"Hey that means him to." Erin said trying to get tough.

"Why are you harrassing me?"

"We were just talking Erin." Justin interrupts.

"Hey ill talk to you later. Leave." She warned giving Shay the stink eye.

"Look just stay away from them and we'll be good got it?"

"Whatever you say."

"Nice." She smiled and walked away.