Everything is better with you in it

Part 7

When Natasha left the room she started crying on her way to her apartment,she was so sad and sick of everything that's happening she wanted to call Susie but she could do it , she went and had a nice warm bath to clear her mind off things as soon as she finished showering she went to bed and slept !

But she hadn't slept for long , she woke up because she had a nightmare about the past it was a really bad nightmare but then she went to her small open kitchen to grab a glass of wine and left to her living room and turned her TV on to see anything on it ! As soon as she finished her cup of wine she turned her TV off and she went to bed
But she couldn't sleep so she tried to sleep but she didn't anyway

Meanwhile when James went back to his apartment ,thinking of a way to talk to Natasha about everything but he can't think of anything , he went to lay down at his couch to think but he fell asleep instead, he must be so tired after today !

But so dose James he haven't slept for long he woke up , because the same nightmares is hunting him again , he wore his shoes and his leather jacket and he left his apartment , to walk outside and he decided to go to Natasha's place and talk to her

When he arrived  he knocked the door twice as he waited for her to open it , he was about to leave but the door opened and he saw Natasha

"James?"she looked at James confused"what are you doing her?it's the middle of the night"as she continued saying "come on in anyway!"she said to James as he enter her apartment With no words he stood in front of Natasha and stares at her looking in her eyes "so now u want to talk"Natasha said to James and crossed her hands together "Natasha I'm sorry"

Natasha sigh "of course" she said and  as she saw James leave her place
"Great" she said quietly to her self

Why did he left too soon I thought he wanted to tell her everything and the reason why she was ignored but why did he left then , god knows what's in that's guys mind !!

Well ones James left Natasha's place he walked down the street his way back to his place..ones he arrived he opened the fridge to see if there's anything to eat because he was starving !, well thank god there's left over from last night he added into the microwave for 2 minutes!,ones the food was ready he ate and went straight at bed !

And on the other hand ones James left Natasha couldn't stop thinking of why would he showed up in the middle of the night just to say sorry and leave, well she definitely know something is up with that guy,but she didn't want to ask to much since she already did and he didn't gave her an answer,so she stopped thinking of it and decided to go to bed anyways

But at the Next day James went to The therapist Dr.Susie as he told her about the nightmare and when he went to Natasha
She said "Listen James Natasha is a person and she has feelings and you'll never find a person like her , she been there for u ever since,so u have to pull everything together and tell her"she told James and continued  "if you didn't talk to her within five days then I'll bring her back to us for a meeting and tell her everything she need to know"she looked at James in a serious look "do u understand?"
"Yes , doc I do understand"James said "I'll see u soon James"She said as James left the meeting room !

Once he left the meeting he was thinking of how to tell her and how should he do it ! , James mind was all over the place he didn't have any clue of anything
Sure he didn't stop thinking but he couldn't do it !
James had only five days to tell her or god knows what Dr.Susie will do about it
Of course he wanted to tell her him self but he couldn't help it
How will James will tell nat about everything ! , and when it will be ?
Well like Dr.Susie said Natasha is a person that has felling and if he couldn't do it he'll lose her and he obviously don't want to lose her and all he wanted  is her to himself ,and her only !